Chapter Ninety
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I was determined to start something right now and just ask him why he had that note in his book. But of course, I should have known myself better than that. I should have known that it was going to be another reason that I was going to fall back into my old habits of being a coward.
And it was definitely happening right now. And I really did not know how to get out of it, because just being within the same space with him was not the same as when I was by myself the entire rest of the afternoon just thinking about it and thinking about how I was going to ask it to him. I mean, I had basically everything figured out.
All that I had to do was do it. I had already rehearsed how I was going to do it, and maybe that was the problem. Maybe I just needed to stop
