Chapter Forty Nine
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Even just the thought of leaving the house becomes such a hard thing for me to accept as a reality for myself and I just cannot stop but think that I really am going to be out of my happiness bubble as soon as I leave this house.
That's precisely what it felt like being in here. It felt like I was in the happiness bubble and after everything that had happened, I still really could not believe that this was my life. It almost felt like it was too good to be true, and I didn't want to wake up one time and realize it was all just a dream.
But I had long passed that point of feeling it was a dream because it was getting very, very clear that it was actually happening. And I still didn't understand the reasoning. And I still did not under
