Love or Lust

anger was clearly

Jack left me at my home front i went in,I saw aaron infront.aaron was very angry because he messaged me so many times call so many times

I was not answering his anger was clearly visible in his eyes.I went to my room without answering

aaron silently followed me.I was very angry, he asked me why

aaron: why you are not answering my calls and message since morning

I did,nt answer anything to him but i told him

anarika: how dare you tell everyone I am your girlfriend I am your childhood friend not your girlfriend at the party that day you told everyone

i am your girlfriend

if you have anythink in your mind say it with me first not a people tell me .

I saw a different sadness in his eyes ,which i had never seen in his eyes till today, but the surprning thing was that the sadness in his eyes was seen for the first time today , i had seen love care worry seen many times ,but sadness i seen first time.

he was close to me hugged me with his embrace.I also hugged him

I started melting his arms the melting sound come from inside my mind Barry

I said, loudly Barry never leave me .

Aaron looked me....

I woke up and saw aaron talking to someone in study i went to the study i voiced aaron

Aaron looked at me he told me what you want anarika

aaron: what do you want.....

i feel the anger i feel somethinking missing

I looked at aaron and told him I want to talk to you please talk to me about what happend i also have to tell you something.

Aaron was not even looking at me, i was feeling something inside myself that i could not even speak to anyone, i wanted aaron to see me and understand what i want to say. I started crying aaron looked at me

Aaron: you don,t cry my pomegranate, i can,t see you crying ,you don,t know i have a lot of trouble.

Aaron:when you cry i feel somethinking missing inside me.

aaron hugged me he said to me let,s sit and talk to me...

anarika: not here i went to talk to you in my room

AAron: go to your room i come in a while

aaron: so tell me what you want to say to me i am ready to listen

i start crying again

anarika: look aaron i sorry please forgive me why i got so angry i don,t know who,s Barry i have weird dreams why i don,t know i am tired so tired aaron i am sorry sorry sorry

Aaron: anarika look at me please don,t cry i am with you please don,t take any type of tension take care of yourself and try to sleep i am with you i am not going anywhere.......