In the middle of nowhere

Memories

Victoria pov

The first show just began. It's amazing, the fans are amazing. I love what I do, and this is what I want to do for the rest of my life. I just did my duet with Isaac and have a little 10 minutes before I have to go on stage again.

Dancing with Isaac brings always tons of memories with it. I don't know if I want to remember all of them, but I can't help it. Now I just have some time to think. Isaac and mine's history is just... complicated. Yea, I have a lot of good memories, but I don't know. I think I have sometimes just a hard time keeping on and off screen separeated.

Well, I don't have any problem with it, I have just a problem keeping Isaac and Eldon separated. I don't know how to explain it. Things just happened, and it changed my life. I'm pretty sure it changed his life, but he never let anyone see his feelings. Jeez why are guys so complicated? Can't they just say what they feel??!!

Was I selfish with making the rule of no relationships? I mean yea it's a good rule, but it was just to prevent any awkward moments for me. I wouldn't really have a problem with Trittany I think, they're just made for each other. That, was an awkward moment, when I brought up that rule. Just that silence, but in the end they all agreed, so it should be fine I think.

Weird that I never thought about this. I thought they would just agree with me, or at least some of them, but nobody said something. Even Jordan, and come on, it's Jordan. I really thought she would agree with me, normally she's all in to keep everything as fun as possible.

Seriously, why do I realise me this now. NOW. Just between dancing dances on stage with my best friends. I pretty sure a part of my brain lives his own life. A part doesn't matter about what I'm doing and just when he realises something useful, it just takes over my whole brain. And that, that's the moment I get to know it. Just like a alarm, doing his own thing until he's done to then letting everybody know he's done.

'He Vic,' says Jordan, I wake up out my daze.

'what's up?' I ask still kind of feeling like I'm not back on earth.

'You have to dance in,' she stops a second to hear the music's last beats, '20 second,' she finishes.

I jump up, were this 10 minutes? I'm pretty sure it was just 10 seconds. I don't have time to think now. I wait in the wings until the music goes on. Back to reality, back to doing what I love to do.

Briar pov

We run of stage. This was amazing! I can't wait for our second show tonight, and for all the others shows. I wish this could go on forever! I walk into the dressroom with Brittany, Jordan and Victoria. 'Oh, I forgot something,' I lie, 'I'm gonna grab it fast, I'm back in a sec.' 'Ok,' says Brittany.

I walk through the hall and text Myles. 'Left side of the stage,' it says. I wait on the left side of the stage and after a minute or so I hear someone behind me. 'He,' Myles says and I turn around. I fly into his arms and give him a long kiss. 'Waited for this all afternoon,' I say between 2 other kisses. We do a step back.

'You know we're getting trouble for this,' says Myles with a serious but very cute tune in his voice.

'I know,' I say quiet, making sure nobody can hear us, 'but I don't think it's a good thing to just tell them.'

Things are complicated, welll actually they wouldn't be complicated if Victoria never made that stupid rule. Myles is my best friend for a long time. Around 2 months ago my look on him changed. I realised I loved being around him and liked him maybe a little more than just friends. We started to hang out, and I started to like him more and more. 2,5 week ago we got together.

We didn't really tell anyone yet. Mostly because I wanted to know where this was going. I didn't want to ruin all those years of friendship. Things are going great and I like him more than I ever liked someone.

'So what are we going to do,' he says and he grabs my hand, rubbing the back of it.

'I don't know,' I say, 'I think we should just keep it on the down low for a little longer I think and then eventually tell them.'

'I'm scared,' says Myles and he looks worried.

'I'm scared too,' I say, 'ofcourse I don't want to ruin my friendships with all of the cast.'

I give him a hug. 'We should go back,' I say.

'Yea,' he says and he gives me another kiss, pulling me close to him. After a few seconds I step back. I look into his sad looking eyes. I give him a goodbye look and then turn around, back to the dressroom.

'That took long,' says Victoria nosy. I look on the clock and see that I was at least 5 minutes gone.

'Yeah,' I lie, 'I thought I left my sneakers there, but I couldn't find them.' I don't like lying, but I don't really have a choice.

'There they are,' says Jordan and she points to some sneakers under a chair. 'Oh thank you!' I say faking a cheerful sound in my voice.

They buy it. Thank God they buy it. Maybe lying isn't as hard as I always thought it was.