In the middle of nowhere

Turn into late night confessions

Brittany pov

"Okay," I say right as the movie finishes. To be honest, I haven't seen much of it, I spend most time thinking about what it could be what Trevor found out. It clearly has something to do with Briar, Jordan or Myles, "everyone is still awake, the movie finished, Trevor, spit it out." "It's already late," Lamar says, "lets just do this tomorrow." Briar starts to move nervously, which makes her really suspicious. Again she was laying against Myles, it doesn't seems like she was bothered by Isaac's comment. "Good," Victoria says, "it's tomorrow in two minutes."

"Isaac heard two people making out one of the first night," Trevor says as it's one of the most normal things. "You heard what?" Victoria says, "that's disgusting!" "Well I first thought it were Trevor and Brittany," Isaac says even more casual. "What the hell??" I ask, "why would I." "Come on," Isaac says, "it's Trittany."

Trying to stay cool, calm and collected sounds like one of the hardest things right now. Why did he had to make that comment? I don't want to think about that, or that awkward moment this evening.

"So who were it??" Victoria asks. "Briar and Myles," Trevor says. "No way," I say looking at Briar and Myles who're as red as tomatoes. "So this was going on the whole tour?!" Isaac says confused. "I'm tired," says Briar standing up, "I'm going to my bed." Surprisingly Myles grabs her wrist and pulls her back on the couch. "You can't walk away forever," he says to her. "You're ridiculous," Briar says irritated. "I know," Myles says, "and annoying, and weird, and I can be pretty awkward, but in the end I care about you and this, right here right now is the moment so you can go or stay, but after this they know." "Aahh," I say, "that was so cute!" Jordan looks angry at me for a split second. 'Sorry,' I gesture to her.

Briar sighs. "I'll stay," she says and sits back down. "So where does this come from?" Isaac asks, "I mean we're meant to be a family, why is it so hard to tell." "It was a few weeks before we would go on tour," Myles says, "we didn't want to ruin anything and it would just be the best to not tell anyone." "Wait anyone?" Trevor says, "so nobody knew?" "Jordan figured it out," Briar says, "but other than that nobody." "So also no parents, or siblings or anyone?" I ask. Briar shakes no with her head.

"I still don't get the problem," Isaac says. "It's not that you're handling your love life well," Jordan snaps at Isaac. Ouch, that has to hurt. Isaac shuts his mouth and looks down.

"What if the whole world finds out," Briar says, "and we break up after a few weeks. Getting over it will then just be thousand times harder." "Besides it's all just still confusing," Myles adds. "Good point," I say, "not the confusing part," I add fast, "it shouldn't be confusing."

"I mean it doesn't look that confusing," I say after a moment of silence and again it stays silence for a while. "Now that I know a lot of things make sense," I say and look around nobody really seems to understand what I say. "What do you mean?" Briar asks. "Come on," I say, "it's clearly you was sick of desire." Briar blushes. "So?" Jordan says way too angry and overprotected, "what's wrong with it? What do you want to say?"

"Jeez," I say defensive, "Jordan what's up with you?! I was just saying it, nothing more." 

"Okay enough for now," Lamar intervenes, "tomorrow another day." "I agree," Isaac says and he stands up, is everyone now just going to leave? Seriously this day can't get worse, now everyone thinks I'm a selfish irritating b***h. Ugh.

Soon everyone is leaving the back lounge until only Jordan and I are left. She looks kind of confused, kind of sad.

"What's up?" I ask. "I don't know," she says, "sorry about what happened." "Yea," I say, 'and deservedly." "I'm sorry again," she says, "I'm not myself today, but I also wants to know what's up with Trevor and you." Oh gosh, she probably heard all of the discussion Trevor and I had. She didn't asked me anything about it after the discussion and she helped me instead of Trevor.

"You're always yourself!" I say hoping we can just stay on that subject. "Yea," Jordan says, "but I just have a weird feeling this whole day. Around the days my hands started to shake out of nowhere and I would start sweating like crazy." "Weird," I say sincere confused.

"Maybe-" I start but I get cut off by the bus making a sharp turn to the right which makes me fall forward. I hear a hard noise followed by an 'ouch'. "What was that?!" Jordan asks confused, but before I can answer the bus drives over a bumpy part and rides against something. The whole thing was probably around 2 minutes, but were more scared than the two horror movies together.

"Everyone okay?" Trevor asks after a while of silence which was killing me. "Jordan and I are," I say looking at Jordan who looks just as shocked as I. "Victoria passed out," Lamar says, "but she's conscious again." "I'm fine," Isaac says. "I can't stand by myself," Myles says, "but other than that I'm fine."

"And Briar?" Trevor asks. "Where is she?" I ask. "She's here," Isaac says, "but she's too in shock to talk I think." "Okay good," Trevor says, "not good I mean ... whatever you know what I mean." "So what now?" I ask, "nobody moves, too scared of what just happened." "I want to know what it was," Isaac says, he sounds like he's doing actually pretty well. I hear someone walk and opening the door, probably Isaac. "Since when is it snowing so heavy?" Lamar says, I guessed wrong... "Well we can use that," Isaac says sarcastically. "Not the moment to be sarcastic Isaac," Myles says.

"I think the best we can do is just go to sleep," Trevor says. "And the driver?" I ask, "is he okay." "I'll go look," Lamar says. "Don't go alone," I say. "Isaac can come with me right?" Lamar says. "Eh yea sure," Isaac says but I can hear how scared he is in his voice.

I close my eyes and slowly get myself together to stand up. After I succeed I stand up and go to my bunk.