Jordan pov Shit. Nobody should've heard me. Nobody can know about Oliver, ever. I made mistakes. I made even more mistakes regretting the mistakes I made. Of course Oliver was a mistake, but letting him down was an even bigger mistake. I'm not living my own life. I'm treated like a stupid character who appears in everyone's play, but never gets the chance to shine on her own. I'm just a doll they're playing with. Life isn't something for me. I know people will miss me. I just can't handle it anymore, I can't forgive myself. I can't forgive myself, guess that's the prize I paid to be alive. But now my money is gone and I can't survive anymore. The plan was just to leave, but now Lamar heard me I can't. If they'll ever get found he'll start asking people about Oliver, and I don't want him

