Isaac pov "So how are you doing?" I ask. "Good," Jordan says, "you?" "Missing home," I say not looking at her. "Yea, me too," she says, "the whole fandom is probably in shock." I laugh a little. "Totally something for you to think about that." It's a few days later and Jordan and I are fishing. We are running out of food. Fishing isn't a big succes, but we keep trying. We want to catch at least one big fish today. We use the little fishes as bait and hopefully it works. The weather is good today, it's amazingly cold, but it the sun shines so it's fine. "When I can't sleep I think about how it would be if we were still on tour," Jordan says and she looks up. "It's weird to think that 10 seconds before it happened we were all happy and stuff," I say. "I wasn't," Jordan says defensive. "Wh

