Bella Just the thought of bonding with any other makes my chest hurt. Things have been so crazy that I haven't even had a moment to sit and think, much less miss my beloveds. I have no idea how long I have been here and I can't imagine what they must be going through. With the knowledge that by now our parents had to of realized I left with Duncan, I'm sure they have called the rest of the family in. Hell, maybe even King Damien's pack is here by now. I'm not sure if the Lycans would have a better chance of finding me or not, but I can only assume I will only be found once I learn to control the darkness. At least, that’s what I got from Melina. She said I would allow them to find me when I was ready. Whatever that means. So for now, I have to push everything else away and learn as qui

