WHY

rosalina

now i understand why ben was so happy about her cooking this girl got skills

it's like tasting a 5 stars restaurent food 

"this is really good rosalina"                                                                                                                                             " thank you dig in before ben eats the whole table" 

"right" i said looking at ben who looks like he is starving

"not my fault hotball your cooking reminds me of my mother's food"

i looked down miss denis she was the sweetest i remember ben took it hard when she was killed

it was a robery gone wrong she was with her husband in a*****e where some theives came in with guns mister thomas wanted to call the police but they saw him and shot him along with his wife and when he police caught them they were found not guilty for the murder just the robbery 

then they ran away from our city that's why ben left

but he seemed to have moved on 

i looked at him eating and couldn't help but smile 

even with everything he was still able to keep his personality and sanity 

i'm jealous of him he found friends a home a life but i'm still happy for him

what i didn't notice was rosalina looking at me then she held my hand 

"i know ben's story you may think he moved on but he didn't we all have our demons alexa don't let the acting fool you" she said

"how did you...?"

"i was in your place once" she said looking away " i had no i still have my demons right under my strong facade i'm a broken soul i used to think i was the only one hanging on the past but it's not just me and it's not something bad. as i said before you are always welcome to our family you and your brother" she smiled

"thank you rosalina i really like it here but i will see with alex i feel like i own it to him"

"it's okey you are always welcomed"

 "rosalina let's go" bienna said coming from the door now that's new

"right you better clean up after your selves we will be back before 3"

"where off without me hotball" 

"to hell wanna come ben?"

"wherever you go i go"

"just come to the meetings and that will be enough"

"everywhere except that" 

rosalina chuckled

"we gotta clean the mess we did yesterday" she said winking at me then left         

and right to there words at 3 sharp they walked into the room 

"alright let's get started"

when i say my mouth dropped i'm not kidding

she had a whole f*****g closet full of guns and all sorts of weapons

"alright pick whatever you want alexa come with me"

i went with her she gave me a bulletproof vest and some smoke grenades along with some knives she hid them pretty well in my body even i wouldn't see them and two guns but she kept repeating how i should stay behind her 

then she went to the closet and came out wearing a sport bra with black pants and a long vest and she hid when i say all sorts of s**t in there i mean it she had everything in there but not a vest

i took one and gave it to her but she refused

"they won't get a chance to touch me but they will get it with you"

"alright let's go" bienna said wearing the same thing as rosalina they both smirked i don't think they planned it 

and at 4 all the members were ready in the front door

"LET'S ROLL" rosalina yelled and everyone got in there cars

"alexa and ben with me bienna you go with colen and taylor"

we all said okey and damn she had a nice car 

but now i have to save my brother

get your s**t together alexa it's time to show them who you really are....