WHY

her story

!TRIGGER WARNING! mental health

we went to the gang house 

that girl and alex were directly sent to the clinic they had i wanted to go with them but liam called for us

"WHAT THE HELL DID SHE SEE" bienna walked in yelling

"there were dead bodies of kids and people in general several torn clothes of women anything that would set her off" ben replied looking thro the window

"this is bad so bad" taylor said hugging bienna

"let's just hope she comes back" safely colen said acting calm but i can see him almost breaking the chair with his fist

" i'm not worried about her safety as much as what will she do" bienna said

"can anyone explain what the hell is happening" i asked annoyed if they don't want me to be part of this they should have left me with alex

"do you know the story of rosalina?" taylor asked

"not really all i heard was that the ex boss took her in and that she was the best so she became the boss"

"the old boss liam is my brother he was friends with her parents all of them were together her parents were killed along with her sister by the father of her boyfriend the one who betrayed her with her old bestfriend . that's when she joined us i befriended her when she wanted to be left alone it was hard but worth it tho. she tried fighting her depression and mental issues but they won she needed therapy but we took her to hell they turned out to be torturing her she shut her self out again and trained more and killed everyone in her way she was looking for revenge  and we helped her but that didn't stop the voices as she called them she kept taking pills then she started seeing taylor's mom she said she was dignosed with borderline personality disorder and other issues meaning she can't control her self. what you saw earlier is rosalina shutting out her self again she blames herself for not going there earlier and not being able to save them. it happened before and didn't end quite well she disapeared for two days came back fully blooded and on the news there were about 30 criminals missing she was watching the news and smirking we guessed she killed them but until now no one found there bodies but she still stayed in her shell till she was ready again . we never stop her cause it's better if she hurts them then herself" bienna said

colen then threw a chair at the wall "DAMN IT" he yelled and left

no one said a word after that neither did i i mean she did say that she had demons but all this how did she survive it

she suddenly ben jolted up

"she is back"

"what!? that's not possible" bienna said going to the window we all did

there she was standing in front of the gates with something in her hand 

it was a head A f*****g HEAD OF SOMEONE

"s**t" bienna said jumping thro the window going to her 

i ran to the stairs and went down seeing colen and ben already there with taylor following me

"i'm okey guys" i heard her say

"rosalina oh my god i'm so sorry you shouldn't have seen that i'm sorry it's all because of me i..."

"alexa breath" she said laughing

"do you know this piece of s**t" she said holding the head up

it was one of dad's old friends

"how did you.., yea i found his picture in the safe with my dad" 

"he is the one who sold your parents and the one who found the new scientists" she said throwing his head on my feet

i stared at it coldly so this is the bastard responsible for all the pain in my and alex's life

"my parents trusted you you bastard" i yelled hitting it throwing it away 

colen held rosalina "let's go get you cleaned okey" he said looking at her then at me

"take care" he said and took her she waved at me

"are you sure she is okey!?" i asked 

"she is not she is probbly crying right now she only does when she is with colen she was already shaken when she came that's why he took her"

"oh" is all i managed to say it's all my fault

ben's phone ringed 

"it's the hospital" he said i quickly took his phone accepting the call

"hello!" i said scared

"is this the phone of ben?" the doctor asked

"yes doctor it's me talk" ben said taking his phone putting it on speaker and glarring at me 

"the boy is awake and the girl is out of danger please report to the clinic"

"we will be there" ben said but i was already running there

once  i reached i directly went to alex

"heeeey!"

alex said thro his mask and i couldn't stop the tears i broke down holding my brother for his dear life i felt his hand on my hair trying to comfort me

" i'm sorry i'm-i'm sooo sorry alex" i said sobbing holding his face

"i'm sorry i couldn't save you earlier" i said not being able to look in his eyes anymore

"hye hey  cough cough" he said

"don't talk DOCTOR" i yelled scared

"no no it's okey just sore throat"

"look at me alexa it's not your fault and look you did come for me and i'm okey now i will be the one protecting you" he said

i smiled thro my tears "you have grown up to be such a man alex"

"by the way how is angelina?" he asked

i looked up confused

"don't tell me she didn't make it!!" he said panicking

"oh you mean the girl that was with you no she is out of danger and resting now next to you"

he looked next to him and there she was sleeping

"but how do you know her" i asked

"she came 2 days after i got locked up she helped me thro some stuff like i did i owe her" he said

"oh well i owe her too then" i said looking at her but i have a bad feeling about her

but i smiled for my brother anyway

the doctor came back shortly saying how alex needed to rest i kissed his forhead and left to eat something

and i found rosalina there

"hey" i said

"oh hey i heard your brother woke up how is he" 

"he is okey now thank you"

"no problem. drink?" she asked holding up a bottle of wine

"sure let me just get something to eat" i said looking thro the fridge

then she took my hand and told me to shush it with her finger and took me to the roof and in a room in it

it was a small room with a bed and a small table with a huge window showing the sky

then she got a drawer out of inderneath the bed it was full with chips and cookies and candies

"this is my escape room haha" she said

we got on the bed watching the stars and eating chips while drinking wine

"you know it's not your fault" i said and her laughered stopped

"if only i was early who knows how many people would have been alive" she asked taking a sip

"imagine if you never went you still got to save some of them and that's more then enough"

she smiled and looked at me

"they told you didn't they"

"they did" i said

"do you know that my name is not rosalina it's lydia"

 i looked at her

"my mother named me and my sister lydia and lilia they said we looked alike and acted alike" she then pulled out a picute from her pocket it was a familly picture

"even when i was sad they were always there for me and i couldn't be there for them" she said looking at the picture

"you have no idea how hard was it watching your familly get killed infront of you and you are frozen you can't save them you are worthless useless. they could have escaped but they stayed to protect me i lost everything and everyone because i was weak" she then looked at me

"i still  got friends but my biggest fear is them getting hurt and me not being able to do anything to stop it not only my friends but any innocent human .. as long as i'm capable i want to save  as much people as i can."

she then got up

"you have grown alot on me alexa and i don't want you to get hurt nor your brother if you want to stay stay if not take care of your self  i will always protect you guys from the shadows" she smiled then jumped down the roof

"but none of  it is your fault" i whispered she didn't even let me tell her how strong she is . how much i look up to her!

but she is right ihave to be strong and get stronger i will protect the ones i look up too and the ones i love 

rosalina....lydia you are the sister i always wished to have and i will protect you now...