WHY

luana

"she will be okey but boss you arm.."

"i will be okey how is colen?"

"nothing serious he is just resting"

"you can leave" i heard rosalina talk to the doctor then i heard the door open and close

"i know you are awake" rosalina said

i openned my eyes

she came to me

"it's not your fault"

i broke down crying she hugged me and just let me let it all go i held on to her for my dear life what i didn't  notice was that i was pressing on her wound

"he is g gone ag again rosalina what am i going to do!?"

"shshshsh we will get him back i promise get some rest i will bring him back i promise"

she said as she put me back to bed "get some rest dear it's not your fault" she whispered then kissed my forhead and left as my eyes felt heavy the last thing i saw was her closing the door before going into a dreamless dream

rosalina's POV:

from under my roof froml under my fucking

i felt a tug on my pants

i looked back and there was a little girl the same one i saved

"what's wrong kid? are you okey?" she nodded but there were tears in her eyes

"i am but you are not because of me" she said slowly on the verge of crying

"hey hey no it's not because of you it's because of that bad guy that's why when you grow up you should be strong and beat bad people and save those in needs okey?" i said as she nodded

"by the way where is your mom?"

" i don't have a mommy"

"what then who did i give you too?" 

"she was looking for her own kid she let me go the moment you left"

i felt my blood boil but i couldn't show it in order not to scare her 

i didn't notice till i fisted my hand she held my hand in her tiny one 

"why are you angry?" she asked

"because she shouldn't have left you alone not under an attack what about your mommy"

"i don't know she left me with daddy but daddy gets drunk alot and he hits me that's why i stay in the main house alot and no one likes to stay with me so i stay alone"

oh god she is only 4 or 5 all this have been happening under my roof 

i hugged her "you are safe now i will be your friend"

"can you be my mommy"

"what"

tears started coming to her eyes "you don't want me too" she said

"of course i do i just need to talk to  colen"

"do you think he would want me?"

"how about we ask him right now? right colen?"

"can i ever sneak up on you"

"not really" i stood up "are you feeling better?" i asked

"yes i'm okey"

sniff sniff

i turned away to find her crying i ran to her

"what's wrong! are you hurt?"

"no you don't want me"

i looked at colen as he came

"what's your name dear"

"i don't have one daddy calls me ugly face"

i looked away i'm killing this bastard

"want me to give you a name?" colen asked

she nodded

"hmmm allura or luana"

"luana" i said

and smilled "it means warrior"

"that's why i choose it" colen said

luana started jumping around singing her name "wait does that mean you will be my mommy and daddy"

i looked at colen begging him with my eyes she really grew on me

"hmmm who else is your daddy other then me" he said opening his arms she ran to him hugging him i smiled at them but her dad ius still an issue

"UGLY FACE COME HERE RIGHT NOW" i saw luana shaking hiding behind colen's leg

and an agly drunk men coming i have never seen him beofre must be an old member

"move" he said pushing me and going to colen oh hell no

i went and held him by his neck bringing him to the ground i hit squar to the nose breaking it. it made him sober a little

" dare lay a hand on my daughter again"

luanna ran to me "kill him" she said shocking the hell out of me and colen

"what why how do you even"

"i heard him wanting to betray the boss of the gang i wanted to go tell her with you hr hits me alot and sometimes touches me where i don't like i hate him" at this point i was blind with anger and luanna was shaking and crying colen hugged her and hid her from me because he knows what's gonna happened

"who do you think you are!? you brat!" he yelled going to her i put a gun to his head

he didn't  get to say anything a bullet was in between his eyes

"oh no we gotta go to the boss she will be mad if she knows mommy killed a man" luanna said panicking trying to turn around but colen didn't let her in order to not see her dad's body i signaled for one of the guards to take the body

i went to her "darling do you know who i am"

she nodded " a worrier that's why you saved me"

i smiled "i'm the boss"

she panicked "oh my god i'm so sorry" she said getting away

"hey hey hey what's wrong?"

"my daddy said you hate all of us"

"you are my daughter darling i love you"

"you do?"

"of course both me and colen" she amiled and came to hug me but i started feeling dizzy then i started seeing black dots but i kept the smile

"darling what's wrong you are pale?" colen said "holy s**t your arm!"

"MOMMY" i heard luanna yelling as i passed out