i went to my room and took a shower then colen walked in and sat next to me
"hey" i said looking at him
he hugged me "you have been thro alot my baby" i hugged him back and my eyes started tearing
i couldn't hold it in anymore colen is the only one aloud to see me break down
"i it's a all m my fault" i said sobbing
"hey hey look at me it's not your fault you can't save everyone stop putting all this pressure on your self"
"bu but...."
"no buts you couldn't predict it and she is okey and awake"
he whipped my tears
"did you eat anything today?"
i shaked my head no
"what did i tell you about eating? how about i bring you your fav food tacos!"
i nodded happily
"hmmm should we add some chips and candy and some comedy movies?" i nodded excited
"okeeey" he said and then kissed my forhead and left
i pulled the covers and brought my knees to my chest and looked thro the night sky the calm sky
tomorrow i may never come back to my daughter i decided to let her join me and colen
i went to the kitchen to look for colen i found him ordering the tacos
i held my hand up saying to make it two he did it then i left him and went to her room she was playing with her toys and achak was watching her from afar he came running to me for a wolf he is quit needy for effection
"hey mommy" luanna said looking up
"want to join me and daddy for a movie night"
she jumped up and down "yes yes yes" i smiled and got my hand out she ran to me and took it and achak was walking by my side but then he growled and jumped on someone i quickly put luanna in a room and went to check it was one of the guys who were trapped in the trap he probbly escaped achak was on top of him and growling i got the gun from the ground and shot him and let achak do what he desires with him after i dragged him to achak's room he is a good body disposer i petted the hungry wolf and left to get luanna she was just sitting there looking out the window
"hey baby"
"oh hey mommy we can go now?"
i nodded i feel bad for her she should have a normal childhood not this dangerous one
"mommy when is my birthday?" she asked
i looked at her
"you mean you never actually celebrated your birthday before?" she shaked her head no
"oh my poor baby how about you and i have the same birthday?"
"yes yes yes"
"hmm okeeey mine is 28 march do you like it?"
"but mommy isn't that next week?"
"it is baby but don't tell anyone that it's mine okey?"
she nodded
"mommy?"
"hm?"
"can you teach me how to fight when i'm like this?" she held five fingers up
"you still don't know how to write and you want to fight?"
"i can write my daddy used to teach me and hit me if i make a mistake"
"okey okey i will teach you starting next month okey?"
i said ignoring her father in ordre for me to not shoot an already dead bastard
she nodded happily we finally got to my room colen was shocked to see her but still happy we spent the whole night laughing and eating
.........mean while in the mafia.............
james POV:
"WHAT THE f**k ARE YOU SAYING?" i yelled
"it's like they vented boss we found some of our men dead but the others along with alec disapeared not only that but richard also disapeared yesterday i think they are running away because of J"
"tsk what great boss are you?" J said coming in then shooting the warrior
"looks like your men are not afraid of you anymore"
"yea thnx to who?" i said going out if this stays like this i won't have any men left
then a knife was pressed on my neck
"talk to me like that again i dare you" J said
i took the knife out of his head then hit him with my elbow
"i have had enough" i said taking off my jacket
"YOU BASTARD" he came to me but i dodged and punched him in his stomach then kicked him
he threw a knife at me but i moved away
then he came running to me and punched me in the face and kept punching me but then i caught his hand and hit him with my head and with my foot i hit his and he fell then i got on top of him and kept punching him till he got knocked out i called my guards to take him and lock him
"this my mafia not yours not theirs i'm the boss"
i went after them to the basement where he is locked and tied to a chair he seemed to wake up
"oh you are up?"
"YOU f*****g BASTARD WE WILL DESTROY YOU"
"NO I WILL DESTROY YOU BECAUSE OF YOU I LOST SO MANY GOOD WARRIORS AND THE OTHERS ARE DISRESPECTING ME BECAUSE OF YOU" i yelled
"now you will see why i am the mafia leader" i said as i took a needle and injected it with my new experiement
"you see i don't only make nuclear bombs i make all kinds of weapons and from now on you will try all of them my dear J" i said as i injected it into his body and he started yelling
"suck it in" i said thro my teeth and left the basement hearing him yell
i went to my office and took off my bloodied shirt and put on a new one
"call a meeting" i said in my phone
all of them came
"from now on no stupid rules nor orders call all the men sent on missions by J from now on i'm the boss"
"but boss where is J?" one of them asked
"locked up in the basement" they all smiled and cheered
now rosalina i'm coming for you i promise