Lyra Liam told me to leave. So I left. He gave me my freedom, just like I asked. He let me go, just like I wanted. So why did it hurt? Why did I feel like I’d lost something important? Why did I feel so shitty? Because this is goodbye, a voice, not Laika’s, said in my head. Goodbye for real. The omega servants and guards lining the hallways looked up as I passed. Their eyes were wide, filled with curiosity and pity. I just knew they had heard the argument, or at least parts of it, and goddess knew what was going through their minds now. I hoped they wouldn’t gossip about me once I was gone. I couldn’t bear to have the bitter memory of my last day in this house staining the walls. Gods, I wanted to disappear. I exited the pack house and made a beeline for my car. Once inside, I lo

