Lexi I was able to calm down some once the news had sunk in but I didn’t fully relax until Monday morning rolled around and she was leaning outside the combatives door looking deceptively calm. As I strode towards her she kicked off the wall and watched me walk towards her as if I was the wolf in sheep's clothing. “What the f**k were you thinking?? Nobody knew where to find you or if you even were safe. Do you know the panic you created by just disappearing after there was a ‘hit’ put out on you?? I was so f*****g scared… why would you do that to me” the last part was a whisper falling from my lips as my eyes watered. Mia looked so uncomfortable at the display of emotions coming off of me, I was scared she would run again. “That's the thing though, I wasn’t thinking. I didn’t mean to hu

