Not My Mate

Chp.13 sweet Secret

I layed in his arms I burned the memory of him into my heart. This isn’t goodbye forever just for now I wispherd. We knew it would come I loved you & I’ve been loved by you. So thank you Bret for being my first everything. And when you find your mate I pray your as happy truly. I may never stand in front of you again & it’s ripping me apart.I don’t think I can be completely happy seeing you with someone else. Though I wish you all the love you deserve.

My voice cracked as the tears ran down my face & rested on his chest. Just promise you won’t forget me & please for my peace leave a little love in your heart for me. Bret moved to speak & I hushed him with a kiss. It was emotional critical moment when two fates come to an end.

Don’t speak I rested my forehead on his just remember our night. Hold me a little while longer before I go and when the sun comes up let me.

Her hushed wisphhers filled the dark room & I incased her In my embrace. With her hair wild as the sheets wrote detail of our fair well. When the sun rises it felt like a dark day as she packed her bags.I looked at Morgan rubbing her soft skin fate will have us meet again I said. She leaned into my palm breath in my scent & stepped away.

when Morgan left that morning, it felt like a part of me snatched away. Moped around for about seven weeks my 18th birthday came and went weightless. I thought all this heartache was for nothing and I’ll convince her the same. I was dragged out of the house tonight, hoping to cheer me up and put me in a mood. I made my mind up after the party. I’ll go to her and make her accept me . Two months was long enough apart.

we arrived at the party and it was in full swing. Lots of PA members attending this club for the supernatural only. With the exception of an occasional human mate or has braids. I have been in a bad mood Self so this was something we both needed. And some ways I know he believes this issues with story blood into my relationship and that caused her to break things off with me. I say he’s right to some degree that I never admitted out loud.

we’ve been chatting up a few girls and sharing drinks for about 40 minutes, but my heart wasn’t into it. Then it hit me the smell of roses and spring. My wolf growl a little. My heart skipped a beat as I made my way to the dance floor spotting a tiny little thing. Dancing with no Carrr in the world with her friends until she felt my presence. I visibly saw her stiffen as if she wanted to run.

when she turned to look at me, it was one a surprise and sad. She was happy and disappointed. A feeling I knew well because my heart didn’t swell seeing her. Sure, I was happy but all I could see was Morgan in her place. She had a look of regret then nodded to her friends, who also look uncomfortable at my presence. I felt the Sparks as her small arm sunk into my massive Klaus. She was beautiful and my wolf remain quiet. He wasn’t excited or upset. Not even when I pulled her into my arms, long legs and sleep. Not even the fact I smelled another man under her perfume a wolf Raie didn’t make a sound of possession just huff.

He smelled nice, but it wasn’t the spice I was used too. I stood staring at the boy who single-handedly ruined everything in one night. Yet I wasn’t angry. It seemed from his eyes I wasn’t what he expected either. I was 24 almost 25 year old woman mated to a child. I don’t even think he was out of school as of yet I thought to run but from the look of his face he would’ve chased me. I had to leave home. I had to leave him and it hurt.

We made a pack that if by my 25th birthday, I didn’t find my mate we be chosen mates. We played it soft with dating. I was so close three days before my 25th and I was his. Now I belong to the boy drive me to his home. When I arrived home with him, I saw the look in Max‘s eyes the loss it was the same eyes he had when he lost his first mate at 33. He waited for me and lost me too, and I him to another. The bond made me want my mate, but it didn’t stop the love that I shared with another man all my life.

I remember when he found his mate and I stood, and I celebrated his happiness. Even when it killed me on one side every day. I remember when he lost her two years later in childbirth her and the unborn lost in the night. I cried for his happiness and his sorrow then one day he looked at me and we knew.

Angela, he rasped as I crashed into Max‘s chest with tears. Finding your mate is supposed to be this magical thing and yet I feel like it’s a curse. We knew this could happen. He whispered through clenched teeth and quiet years. It was silent in his office and in our hearts. Come home whenever you can and I’ll try to be happy for you when you go he said.

We mated and Mark one another not long after that as custom. Were so different I was finishing Uni and high school. It was very rare to see a mated pair and this female is older by a few years. I didn’t know what to do or how to plan my new future. With Max I would’ve gotten pregnant soon after mating but now how can I with a boy, yet a man and lives with his parents. Most times we faked it the tiny sparks of our struggling bond. He was a good person just not the person for me.

We argued a lot behind closed doors It was a struggle to keep Angela happy with me. I was a child in her eyes playing house with a woman that wanted real life. She wanted kids and I barely was in my last few years of Beta training. Most time it’s seemed we live different lives and only made peace during s*x, which expressed our frustrations with one another.

Angela was so distant and most times I didn’t mind but the subtle hints of another male Max. Her ex-alpha and ex-boyfriend his scent would wrap around her as if they held each other all day. The mark making us more possessive I growled low in my chest. As she attempted to ease past me towards the room. I grabbed her by the elbow she whipped her face around with a frown “what” she expressed.

I said, I thought you went to visit your parents. She snatched her elbow away, turning her face from me. I did she lied. I grabbed her a little too harshly by the chin, making her look up to me then why the f**k do you smell like him? I growled. I didn’t do anything she smeared back in defense our eyes locked of course I shot back. I’ll be the first to know when I felt her tense because I did feel it like even if it was a small kiss goodbye, I felt pinched in my heart.