Mate by Fate?

Chapter Five

I couldn't believe my eyes; god himself sketched him. His skin was pearly, like porcelain, but he didn't look fragile. He wore an oversized fur coat shirtless with sapphire eyes that burned right into me. Why do I feel like I've seen those eyes somewhere before? His hair was black as coal. He smiled at me, a side smile showing off his beautiful canine teeth. "Who are you?" I don't know if I should be scared or not. He made me feel excited, and my heart was pounding fast. "I've been looking all over for you, you little b***h" Did he just call me a b***h? What the f**k, who is this prick? Here I am, thinking he's some god, then he has to call me names. " f**k off!" I said, but as soon as I turned away, he was already towering over me; I could see his breath from the cold air.

" What if I don't? What will you do to me?" he said, smiling. His voice carried an accent; he had to be from another pack, not from here, but damm, he sounded fkn hot. " Come on, it's only fun if you play along." he nuzzled my neck; I laughed, realizing I was ticklish. I didn't pull away; I wanted to know what he wanted from me. I could smell him. He smelled of pure ecstasy. Who are you?" he licked my neck, sending a shock through me, "I'm your fkn Alpha, and for some reason, you have me tearing down this fkn forest for you" You want to tell me what type of magic your out here doing?" he picked me up from my ass as I straddled him in the air. His words were cruel, but his hands and body were all over me. His touch didn't bother me. I liked him grabbing me; he held me tight and kissed my neck and jawline while speaking to me. His kisses felt hot, and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I could feel his hard d**k trying to break through his pants. " for the last time, I'm not doing any magic," he stopped kissing me, making my skin feel cold without him. He grabbed my hair and pulled it, forcing me to face him, "What do you mean? Who else are you seeing?" his eyes grew dark. We were nose to nose. "Why does that make you jealous?" I smirked. "I'll fucken kill you, "his tone calm, but I knew he meant it. "don't worry, he's not my mate, it was a whole mix up," he put me down. "Who is he? And what do you mean a mix-up?" yeah, he was mated already and pretty much dragged me to his pack elders demanding an explanation; he's a fucken nutt job." He held me close, keeping warm in his coat, and I let him hold me, is he my mate? he has to be right? "what's your name?" he asked for my name? "I'm Rose," He picked me up again, "I'm Conner, and you see, the problem is, I can't have a mate; that means as much as I want to bend you over and make you mine right now this has to be witchery."

I couldn't stop looking into Conner's eyes; how can he not be my mate? What are you saying? You're the second guy I get snatched up by, and somehow I'm the problem." Put me down," he let my legs slide and gave me some space. "Look, lass, I'm not from around here, and there's no way you can be mated to me because I already have a Luna; I just don't understand why I am attracted to you." He looked away. He seemed frustrated. "How is this blood magic? I don't know how to do magic; this is my first heat. All I want is my mate. It shouldn't be this complicated." My voice cracked a little; how pathetic am I?

Maybe the other alpha is correct. I am just some sleazy dog looking to be f****d. Conner pulled me into his arms, "I can feel your pain; you just want love. There's no shame in that". I melted into his arms. He has to be mine. Why isn't he? It's not fair. "Where are you sleeping?" I pointed up ahead. "That's my cave; I was trying to shift into my wolf, but for some reason, I can't." Conner looked so confused; "I can't let you stay here". It's okay; I don't want to be a burden. I'm not looking for another pack to treat me like an outcast; I already have that.

I'll wait for my mate; I know he'll show up." Conner made a sour expression " Look, this doesn't make sense; my c**k doesn't get this hard just for any b***h that's bleeding; I haven't even f****d my Luna, yet here I am, ready to make you mine," I know it's not right, but that made me want him more. I want to belong, even if it's not right or fair. I don't care about his dumb Luna. Where the f**k is my mate, and why am I attracting random alphas at that none of this was adding up. My entire life flipped upside down in a matter of days. I don't want to be cursed. I don't want to believe I don't get my happy ending. Conner removed his coat and put it on me; it smelled like him. "Come on," he said without another word. I reached for the hand he so willingly offered me. I didn't want much in life, just companionship, something like this. I have to be a helpless romantic; only that could explain how this stranger could make me feel so complete. The night drew nearer, and I didn't ask where we were going; I felt nervous because I still couldn't reach my wolf, and midnight was near. Am I still in heat? Has it passed? What if I begin to bleed? Hopefully, I can control myself.