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I lost all my inspiration and so because I'm sad this is a sad chapter and I want you to be sad with me.
This is also for you Damon and Chris fans.
Chris's POV.
My heart felt like it was shredding.
Bit by bit I felt like I was losing a piece of me and as I sunk onto my bedroom floor, I allowed the tears to overflow as I was once more alone.
I knew I was probably the stupidest boy alive but I was a boy in love and even though he ripped me to shreds and danced to my pain, I couldn't stop myself from wanting him... From missing him... From regretting ever telling him those awful words.
He ruined me, I knew that. But he was also the only person that ever loved me so fiercely and had that love reciprocated.
Was it all a lie?
Did he ever care for me?
Was this all a joke to him?
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