Chapter Nineteen Kate’s heart was still hammering when she stepped into her shower. She and Darius hadn’t even had s*x and still that experience ranked in the top five s****l experiences of her entire life. And the other four involved her vibrator. Why was fooling around with Darius so different from the other times she’d had s*x? She’d always enjoyed s*x. It was a great release. That was why she appreciated her vibrator. All the release but none of the drama. You didn’t have to talk to someone afterwards, or worry about their feelings for you—or lack of feelings. It didn’t lead to hurt for herself or a partner. Obviously a vibrator didn’t offer the full sensory experience of s*x with a man, which was why she still made room in her life for dating and even the occasional friends-with-b

