Owen Sitting in the car in the parking garage at the club, I can’t seem to make myself leave. Everything feels so unfinished. I left her there without saying a single word! I’ve done the same thing to my other subs and never felt so much as a moment of guilt over it. With Petra, I can’t seem to stop feeling guilt over everything. And I have to learn to stop this thing that seems to be escalating. My cell rings and I pick it up off the passenger seat to see that it’s Petra. She’s not supposed to be calling me and she knows that. And I shouldn’t answer her, but I am going to because I can’t seem to stop myself. “Hello.” Her voice is rough and raspy like she’s been crying, and already my heart is aching even worse than it was. “I know I’m not supposed to call you or talk to you. But I wan

