The People Who Know Me

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I hadn’t been this nervous about a phone call since my first job interview. Which was funny, because this felt way more serious. My mom didn’t know about the contract. Or the fake part. Or how this whole thing started. All she knew was that her daughter was suddenly dating a billionaire and the internet had opinions about it. I stared at my phone like it might explode. Ethan sat beside me on the couch, calm in that annoyingly composed way he always was. “You don’t have to explain everything at once.” “Yes, I do,” I said. “My mother raised me. She knows when I’m lying. I can’t just say ‘Hi, surprise, I’m famous now.’” He smiled a little. “You’re not famous.” I gave him a look. “Tell that to the strangers who know what I wore yesterday.” He laughed softly, then turned serious again. “What do you want to tell her?” I thought about it. Not the safe version. Not the PR version. The truth version. “That I’m okay,” I said slowly. “That I didn’t lose myself. That I didn’t wake up one day and forget who I was.” He nodded. “Then start with that.” I took a deep breath and hit call. She picked up on the second ring. “Ava?” My chest tightened immediately. “Hi, Mom.” There was a pause. Then, “Are you actually dating that man?” Straight to the point. Of course. I glanced at Ethan, who mouthed, You’ve got this. “Yes,” I said. “I am.” Another pause. Longer this time. “And are you happy?” That question almost broke me. “Yes,” I said quietly. “I am.” She sighed, and I could picture her sitting on the edge of her bed, glasses low on her nose, trying to process a world she didn’t recognize anymore. “This life… it looks like a lot,” she said. “Are you safe?” I didn’t hesitate. “Yes.” “Are you being controlled?” “No.” “Are you pretending to be someone you’re not?” I swallowed. “No. I’m still me. I promise.” She was silent for a moment. Then she said something I wasn’t expecting. “Then that’s all I care about.” My eyes burned. “You’re not mad?” I asked. “I’m scared,” she admitted. “But I didn’t raise you to live small just to make me comfortable.” That was it. I started crying. Not the dramatic kind. The quiet kind that sneaks up on you when you finally feel seen. Ethan noticed immediately. He shifted closer but didn’t interrupt. Just rested his hand on my knee, grounding me. “I just don’t want you to disappear into his world,” my mom continued. “I don’t want to lose my daughter to luxury and headlines.” “You won’t,” I said. “I still complain about laundry. I still overthink everything. I still eat noodles at 2 a.m.” She laughed softly. “Okay, good. Then you’re still you.” After we hung up, I sat there in silence for a few seconds. Then I exhaled like I’d been holding my breath for years. “That went better than expected,” Ethan said. “I think my soul just aged ten years.” He smiled. “But you survived.” I leaned back against the couch. “She didn’t ask for your net worth.” “Impressive restraint.” “I think she trusts me,” I said. “Which somehow feels heavier than if she didn’t.” He nodded. “Trust is responsibility.” I turned to him. “So is this. Us.” His expression shifted. More serious. More real. “I know,” he said. “That’s why I’m not treating this like a temporary thing anymore.” My heart skipped. “What does that mean?” “It means I’m not planning an exit,” he said. “I’m planning a future. And I want to know if you’re in it.” The room felt suddenly quiet. Not awkward. Just honest. I searched his face. The billionaire. The public figure. The man the world thought they knew. But all I saw was Ethan. The one who waited when I was scared. The one who held my hand without cameras. The one who didn’t try to turn me into anything else. “I’m in,” I said. “But I need space to grow. I need to still be me.” He smiled. “I don’t want a version of you. I want you.” I laughed softly. “You’re bad for my emotional stability.” “You said that already.” “And I meant it more this time.” We sat there, closer than before, not touching but somehow more connected than we had been all week. The world could keep watching. But for the first time, I felt like my real life wasn’t happening online. It was happening right here. Between two people who started with a contract… And accidentally found something real.
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