Erika POV
I was now looking outside the window and was thinking
how fast my life has changed. This all seems so unreal
sometimes like it's a very bad dream..
I was so happy a month back and now see where I am.
I'm not complaining it was god will this was destined
to happen. Marriage is completing half of your must….
But why we both are not happy!! May be
because god has put some hardship in my way and I
know with god will help me over come….
How will I help him in changing when he himself is not
putting one percent of effort. While I'm sitting here and
sulking and on the other side he's sleeping peacefully. But
I proceeded towards his room mentally praying that the door was not
locked. I quietly turned the knob and yiiipppiiiieeeeee it
was not locked!! For a good two seconds I jumped up
and down and then I finally caught my breath. I went
inside and smiled at his sleeping posture.
His hand was dangling down his bed, half of his lower
body was on the right side of the bed. His mouth was
open a bit. And damn!! I quickly closed my eyes. Holy
shit!! He was not wearing his shirt!! How can he sleep
without clothes?? Didn't he feel uncomfortable...
I quickly opened his closet and took out his suit and
ironed it. Kept all his necessary things on the dressing
table. I was quite sad when I came to his room yesterday
in the afternoon to clean because he never wore that suit
which I ironed it and didn't even ate his breakfast and
coffee..he also left his lunch box. But never mind I'll also
see that till how many days he ignores me!! I kept my right
hand on my right waist and looked at him. Mr. Dylan
whether you like it or not you've to deal with me!!
After doing all the things I went to kitchen and made
breakfast and prepared his lunch box. I saw time it was
ten past six he must have gotten up. I quickly made his
coffee and reminded myself that whether he liked my face
or not I will ask him about the address for grocery
shopping and some money.
I went inside my room on time as I shut the door …… he
opened his door. I sighed..well that was close!! Phewww. I
opened my door and peeked to see what is he doing? It
hurt to see him that today also he never wore that suit
which I ironed for him and made himself a fresh cup of
coffee.
I couldn't stand more. Why..why?? Why doesn't he eat my
hand made cooked food. Everyday I made and everyday
he didn't eat. Why?? Am I that bad cook??
It hurts to see him so distant from me from his own wife!!
I couldn't made myself to go down and ask about the
grocery store. If I'll go down I'll clutch his collar and will
make him answer all my questions. So I stayed inside.
Soon I heard the main door being shut.
I went to the washroom. Washed my face and went down
to clean. First I started with all his room then completed
all the room. Cleaned the kitchen washed the dishes.
Changed the cover of the sofa. Replaced the old dining
mat with new one.
Yes I was tired. So I went near the pool and sat. And
relaxed a bit. I didn't knew when I slept but when I wake up I went
and enjoyed myself in the pool. I wished he was here but
no this will always be a dream only!!
I went to my room I was tired so I watched the T.V. Time
passed so fast it was now evening.
I went to made dinner as usual. As I went into the
kitchen I realised that we are running very short with the
grocery. If I'll make food only one person can eat it. I started preparing dinner for him
mentally thinking that today he might eat..and if he didn't
eat..I'll eat what's the big deal in it.
Soon it was his time to come home. I quickly went into
my room and closed the door. I went and laid down in
my bed waiting for him..but I don't know when sleep took
over me.
Dylan P.O.V
Today I had a very long and tiring day. I stretched as I
stepped out of the car. Due to heavy work load I couldn't
eat my dinner also...I was hungry.
I went inside and as usual everything was silent. She
really listened to my order when I told her not to show
her face to me anymore. I quickly went to my room and
changed. Then I went to kitchen and started rummaging
through the cupboards to eat something but in vain.
But then I saw food which was of course made by her as
usual. I contemplated for a while to eat or not!! But then
only my stomach grumbled loudly I didn't have any choice
left. I warmed the food in the microwave and ate. As I
took one bite I was shocked. It was actually delicious.
The chicken was so yummy.
I just got dig in my food and ate hungrily. After such a
long time I'm eating home cooked food. It's so yummy.
For the first time I'm eating food made by her but I'm not
complaining infact I'm loving it. Ahh...my stomach was full
but I was craving for more. I quickly kept the dishes in the
sink and went into my room.
As I laid down I realized that from so many days she's
cooking and I'm not eating. She actually cooked the food
well. Everything was just perfect. I suddenly started
doubting that she didn't have one bad quality also. It's
obvious that I don't eat the food which is made by her but
still she always made my food and always kept it for me.
Why's she keeping on trying!!
And then sleep took over me....
TBC.....