Melting His Heart

Dignity

I was still hugging her...neither she nor I wanted to

sperate..but it was raining heavily. We had to go home. I

pulled back first and she was still hugging me from the

side. I took her to the car made her sit on the passenger

seat. Buckled her seatbelt...and went to drive.

She was going on crying and crying. Uff..these girls!! I

know I made a mistake but nothing has happened I

hope so!! But no she's stillcrying!!!

I tried to talk to her but no response. I thought I should

give her some alone time. So I drive as fast as I can. After

reaching home she quickly went inside and went to her

room and started crying. I went inside her room for the

first time and everything was in place not like mine!!

She was lying flat on her stomach on the bed..clutching

the sheets tightly. I really felt very much guilty for her. I

took steps closer to her. "Erika please stop

crying..everything is fine you are safe" I tried to calm her.

I was continuously patting her head. Damn!! I don't know

why but its hurting me to see her like this.

I made her sit on the bed and gave her a glass of water. I

couldn't see anything..but what if they?? No..no..I know

Erika...I should ask her. "Umm..erika I...i..ummm...I

wanted to know if anything happened before I came?? I

mean we could always go to the doc for checkup!!..I

mean are you alright ??" I asked by raising my

eyebrows.

She was totally shocked by my question. Her eyes were

red from crying. She was sniffing away. Her dress was

torn from some parts. She was looking

at me with pure rage and fury..ow..o..oo..oo.. I mentally

face palmed myself!!

"Mr. dylan donova...it would hurt you to know that I'm still

pure...and I very well know how to protect my chastity!! I

would die rather than giving myself to anyone!! How dare

you to question this to me??" She shouted at me. For the

first time I've seen her this side.

"Listen Erika you're taking all this in a wrong way" I

tried to explain her.

"Yeah I'm trying to take in a wrong way..do you have

any idea how I would have felt at that time or what was I

going through that time...but out of all that you

remembered this very question to ask...isn't that just

great!!" She was now standing and glaring at me.

"Listen Mr.you might just consider me your MAID?? But

let me tell Maids are also human they have also some

dignity!! I'm not like those girls who'll do anything. If I was

amongst them then you wouldn't have been sleeping in

your room!!" She spatted. This made me shock as well!!

Aha...so this girl also knows how to seduce!!

"Erika please what are you saying?? You're not in your

correct mind?" I told her.

"Yeah right I'm not in my mind because you're always in

my mind. No matter how much I try to kick you out of my

mind you're still there. No matter how much you shout at

me I just cannot take that why you always get angry at

me. If you think that I've agreed to marry you by my

wish...no its utterly wrong. I was forced in this marriage

but still I'm trying to make it upto you..but no...you just

have to show me you're arrogance. You're so pathetic that

you didn't have the courtesy to even tell me the address

of the store..you're so inhuman!! You knew very well that

I'm new to this city..and you just didn't even let me take

the car with me?? You're a very bad man...you're heart is

made of stone...atleast this kind of treatment we didn't

even do with our Maids but you just crossed your limits!!

I'm your wife Dylan..when will you understand this??

Why are you doing this to me?? Please stop hurting me!! I

was so damn helpless at that time. They were vigorously

trying to touching me here and there..do you have any

idea how badly I wanted to be home at that time?? But

no...instead of asking how am i feeling or what exactly

happened you asked about my virginity!! If you really

aren't that satisfied then check it by yourself." She was

shouting away and started fiddling with the zip of her

dress...

"No no no...stop Erika geez how stood so low..." I was telling her but she wasn't listening to

me..she was continuously trying to unzip her. Then I just

hugged her very tightly with all my strength. I badly

wanted to kiss her but I refrained myself from doing that

because I knew she was mentally disturbed and when she

will realized she'll be hurt.

She was sobbing away...I was continuously calming her. I

made her sit on the bed. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done

that or shouldn't have asked you that it just came in my

mind and before I can think I asked you" I told her and I

mean it no matter how much I hate her but at the end

she's a girl and I'll never want that something bad happen.

What shocked me the most was her answer.

"Its okay...and you're my husband you've got the full right

to say or ask anything to me...and I'm sorry I shouldn't

have shouted on you just like that" She said. I was

shocked!! But what caught my attention was the blood!!

Her arms were bleeding..she was still wearing my jacket.

I started removing my jacket from her. She stopped me from

doing so but I was in no mood to argue so she kept quiet

and let me do. As I removed the jacket I saw her dress

was torn from up. I could see her boobs... I quickly

turned and now my back was facing her.

Erika I think you should change first and then I will

clean your wounds." I told her. I think she understood

because the next thing I heard was slamming the door

shut. My My!! She's just doing it my way...

After a while she come out all dress and clean. I was

waiting for her with the first aid. She sat quietly beside

me. I started cleaning her wounds and applying the

ointment.

"I'm sorry I wasted your money because I left those

grocery bags on the road only and ran. I don't know if

they will still be there or not" She said. By the look I could

understand how sorry she was feeling. But I was

spellbound. This girl here sitting beside me was sad

because my money got wasted on that grocery!! Is she for

real?? I had wasted so more money in all useless things

and had never thought about it and here she was stuck

with those guys God knows what would have happened

but she was sorry for those grocery bags??? Unbelievable.

"Erika...please just rest. And don't think about anything.

Just try to sleep...and I don't care about money. God has

blessed me with so much...that those dollars are nothing

infront of you. You're safe and sound that's all matters!!" I

told her and tucked her inside the blanket!!

And I just sat beside her staring her. One of the most

beautiful sight up til now. What am I saying?? I was about

to stand and go..but she just held my hand and I just

couldn't go...it was like my legs wanted to move but my

heart was froze and my brain stopped working.

I just...went near her and kissed her on the forehead and

caressed her face with my knuckles. And I don't know

when, how or who pulled because the next thing I knew I

was on top of her hugging her. And I just felt peace with

her.

I was now beside her her head resting on my hand she

was quietly staring me..oh!! How I wanted to kiss her right

now...!! She just came near and I could feel her breath

and she just kissed me for a good second on my Cheeks!!

And then hid her face under the blanket.

This made me chuckle. But I'll never forget how my heart

was beating. I hugged her once again.

TBC...