CHOOSING TO BE NUMBER 2

How to not be Co-Dependent

I know what the title says but honestly do we really not try to do that will keep us from feeling the pain.

Well this is how i cope use s*x as tool get over pain drugs drinking spending money  being careless about things  i tried to write exercise  focus on school work pick  up overtime at work  even work on my business that i'm starting LT'S Accessories and More and did i mention im also certified notary  i'm doing all the producitve things but dont know how to stop falling off when a man comes my way or how to stop running back to the same men that drove  me to this  point. I refuse to be number 2 abuse mistreated humiliated not treated like a QUEEN amd and being the only one in someone life. I recently ask lady to do  my reading and she told me for me to get the life i want i has to change myself and my circle .YES ME I HAVE TO MAKE CHANGES WITHIN MYSELF FOR THE LIFE I WANT .But the real Question can it be done? I'M working progress idk im trying but I'M fighting myself. 

TRYING TO CHANGE FROM STUPID b***h