Lost Souls

Nathan's POV

I've known this life and others for as long as I can remember and the crazy part is that it doesn't phase me what-so-f*****g-ever, and I know exactly why.It's because I get to spend the rest of my life and ever other life that I have with Zoe for a lifetime and more. Who would've thought that one special human being could make me happy and keep me sane each and every life we have together every single time. But one thing I've been trying to figure out is why this s**t is happening to us. After meeting Zoe again in this life that we are living now I've been having these strange ass f*****g dreams for almost a year I never understood why. I just kept seeing her face and the more I saw her the more I fell in the love with her and when I day theses dreams were so f*****g realistic I thought I was losing my f*****g s**t, and I didn't want to day anything to anyone or they'd think I'm losing my f*****g marbles. When I say these dreams were so detailed to the touch I thought that they actually happened and it's not like it was in the present like now no when I say its like it was in the past and then just kept pushing forward through time. And when I finally met her everything just came crashing down on me. How can a guy like me from a small ass town in Scotland have a life like this it's pretty f*****g crazy, but from that moment when I heard her friend call her name and she looked exactly my Zoe I knew. And it was my mission to get her to come back to me and keep her safe because theses dreams mean something and o feel like something is coming, maybe I just being paranoid and over protective over my baby but I wasn't gonna make any mistakes I couldn't afford to make any. So as time went by with her I knew everything about her she just talked and I listened and I already knew everything about her. But what can I say I love hearing my girl talk it makes me happy she makes me happy. Tonight I did something amazing for her for our date all because it was our anniversary but I don't know if she knew that but I needed to I had to because she would eventually remember and I know she will be extremely happy. As the night progressed we were having an amazing night and it became more amazing when we made love for the first time ever thought technically it wasn't our first time. After we were done and we showered she started acting strange and got super quiet and the said Nate I need to talk to you but I don't want you to freak out on me. And by that look on her face I knew what it was that she wanted to talk about. And I said before you start talking there's something that I need to tell you but you can go first. She said that shes been having flash back for months about us and our family together and she was scared to tell me until she just had a flash back about our daughter and how she thought they were just dreams and how she had them for months, but they started happening more when we got together and they hadn't stop and they just kept getting stronger. And I was so quiet because I didn't know she was getting them like that or if she was getting them at all yet. And she touched me and that's when I snapped out of it, and she said say something I know this sounds crazy but please say something and I told her I believed her. I told her everything expect the fact that something dangerous might be coming. I knew that she was catching up to me but she needed some more time. I've been having these dreams which are pretty much flash backs for almost a year and she's been only having them for months. So I told her not to worry and will figure everything out and let just lay in bed and watch some TV. We laid in bed all snuggled up as I traced every inch of her body that my hands could touch and my fingers could read and she said babe happy anniversary and how she loved everything I did for her tonight. And I got so happy and I kissed her forehead and then her lips and said you're welcome. I knew that she'd remember but not this fast that means her memories are coming back really fast I just needed to know how fast and what she knew so I could piece together what could possibly be coming. But I wasn't going to do that tonight we needed to rest and enjoy the rest of our night. I enjoyed her company and I didn't know I could miss her this much for how ever long we've been apart and I know it's gonna happen again I just don't want it to happen to soon. Yeah I have family but their not like her she's really my family, Zo is my real family I just wonder if she knows how much I love her and do anything for her even if it meant dying and waiting years to come back to her she's all I got and I wouldn't let her go even if I could. She looks at me and asked me what was on my mind and I told her that she was on my mind and how she would always be there. She smiled and laughed and said what about the kids. I told yes they're on my mind but not like she was because they aren't here yet. But only if she knew that she was my number one priority right now I can f**k up and I lose focus she my world and I will do anything to protect it.