Milo Hudson POV I woke up around 5 a.m went for my morning run... My entire run consisted surrounded by my thoughts, last night... The conversation I had with Mason, I had an amazing day with my girlfriend and my brother screwed that up for me, he reminded me of the past I would much rather forget... My one biggest baddest secret... Other than joining a mafia Gang... The fact that I actually killed the old man who tried to save me from committing suicide, the old man's death made me want to live every day just for him, that old man was the reason I was alive today... I made sure to live, to man up to the promise I had made to Mason.. But I knew I would need to get into a rehab first and foremost, I needed to be there for my family, I had already lost my father and brother, but I need to

