Milo Hudson
POV
I woke up around 4 a.m monday morning Lina was still sleeping... I got up without waking her up and I got dressed for my run... I got out of the apartment and it felt like a could breathe again... It was the fact that yesterday was a lot... Sharing what happened to Mason felt freeing, Sienna telling me it wasn't my fault, Lina telling me it wasn't my fault... Is making me start to believe its not my fault... It would have still happened if I didn't ask him to pick me up... But it doesn't feel any better... I still don't have my big brother in my life... I still don't get to see the man that raised Micah and I... My mother doesn't get to watch her eldest son have kids and grow old... These things is what matters to me... My brother would want me to make sure his wife and m
