I take the pregnancy test into the bathroom, do what I have to do and place it on the side in the bathroom, wash my hands and wait. It feels like an eternity waiting but as soon as the time is up I look at the test to check the results. “Yep im pregnant” i say not sure how I feel I want to tell Nick but what if he doesn't want them? I can't help the emotions I am feeling. I leave the bathroom and go and grab one of Nick’s t-shirts and pull it on so I can feel close to him when he seems so far away. I pace the room trying to calm myself. What am I going to do? I sit on the edge of the bed with my head in my hands. I eventually climb up the bed and lay on his side of the bed hopping sleep will come easy. “Isla wake up” melody bursts through my head “Go to sleep Melody we are getting marri

