CHAPTER 23 MIAThe rain beat down on my back, and I tried to shield my eyes from the harsh drops. One of those big green signs appeared in front of me, and I squinted up at it. Mercy Hospital: 3 miles. I curled my arms around my body, so I wouldn’t heave back and forth. What was wrong with me? Crying over Michael now because he had gone out on a date? I deserved all this damn pain. I had driven him away. I’d told him that there wasn’t anything between us when I wanted there to be. He deserved to find a woman who wasn’t as f****d up as I was, who didn’t have so many problems that even she couldn’t keep them straight. Cars zoomed past me on the highway, their bright lights blinding me. One hit a pothole and sprayed me with all the water inside of it. I continued, not giving a single f**k a

