I went numb with the thought. I can't love Mike. I can't do to Alrigo what mom did to dad. Not after having a life inside me. Alrigo loves me and I love him too. I can't cheat him. I can't betray him. This isn't right.
No. This isn't right. So many thoughts invaded my mind that I found it hard to breathe. My hand engulfed my throat and I tried to gulp in all the air that I could. The surroundings started to get blurred and it became darker. The colours weren't visible. Everything appeared in a strange yellow shade. The sounds around me echoed but I couldn't understand what they were. Some were too loud and others a constant buzz.
And soon the darkness engulfed me and I gave up and allowed the air to carry me.
After few hours
The darkness faded away but the amount of effort I had to pu
