This Thug Love Is Real

Chapter 3

Antwan POV

'damn. ma just swerved me frfr, but that just makes me want her more. she just called herself ugly, stupid, fat and worthless and none of those things are true about her. shes actually really beautiful and I never called a women beautiful unless it was family. she looks like she has a good head on her shoulders and she has a body ! thick as hell and I like that, and worthless ? I don't think anybody could be worthless. I cant believe she said all I wanted was to f.ck, which is kinda true, but now I just want to get to know this girl more. I wanna know why she talks so down on herself. I want to know who hurt her in the past to make her feel like shes feeling. no ya boy aint falling inlove or some sh.t, I just feel a connection to her. a good one. you never know, maybe I could end up liking her on another level. I pull out her driveway so they don't think im trying to be a creeper or anything and go to my moms (Linda) . I haven't seen her in awhile and I need some advice on how im feeling about...... Sausha. I get to my moms and walk in the house and hear her singing in the kitchen. she loves being in the kitchen.'

Twan: hey mama.

Linda: son ! I missed you. why haven't you been coming to see me ?

Twan: been busy with work.

Linda: you need to get out these streets and find you a nice girl and settle down !

Twan: I will ma, just not anytime soon. I actually need some advice

Linda: what is it ?

Twan: well I met this girl today and...

Linda: you like her don't you ? when you gonna bring her over ? she better not be one of these little h.es that be walking around town or she will be put out my house in a nano second !

Twan: no ma, can I finish ? dang. anyway I met this girl today and her name is Sausha. I want her number and I asked her twice and she turned me down both times, but the second time she turned me down she said all I wanted to do was f.ck and that she was ugly, fat and all that other stupid sh.t

Linda: did you just wan't to hit the cooch ?

Twan: well I did at first and now that she said all those bad things about her I want to get to know her more and see why she feels that way about herself. cause she not ugly, nor fat or the other things she called herself.

Linda: sounds like she been hurt a lot in the past and it has to do with men. shes insecure, she doesn't like her looks and she gives in into the negative. she needs someone to show her that she isn't what she think she is.

Twan: thanks ma. see you later.

Linda: bye baby. come over more often shitt

Twan: *chuckles* okay

'my mom sounded like she knows what wassup. I love my moms on some real sh.t wont nobody ever compare to her, she is one in a million. but that mouth she has on her. she tries not to cuss, but yall seen how that was going. she did ight. I know she wants me to get out the streets and settle down, but I wont be doing that for awhile.'

Sausha POV

'im thinking that i should've gave Antwan my number. he feels so different from other men that I dealt with. i mean i know he wanted to f.ck, that was obvious, but maybe he wants to get to know me also. anyway i walk outside and hop into the car with Aaliyah cause we about to head out to the job to get our paychecks. lord knows i need this paycheck to help my momma with the bills. it seems like things been getting tougher and tougher, and Darren isn't helping by sitting on his ass all day and doing nothing. like damn nigga go find a job or something. even though i help my moms with the bills and everything im still saving up to move out. i almost have enough, and when i do im gone. we pull up to Churches and walk in. i see Antwan in there flirting with the h.e working the cash register Stony. i mean her damn name says it all. plus wasn't his ass up here yesterday ? damn, Churches aint that good to be eating here every damn day. i walk into Phonzos office to get my check.'

Phonzo: how you doing Sausha ? *licks his lips*

Sausha: im doing fine. wheres my check ?

Phonzo: right here

'he hands me my check and when i go to grab it he pulls it back. what the f.ck is his problem ? aint nobody got time to be playing these games forreal.'

Sausha: give me my damn check Phonzo. i got things to do !

Phonzo: like what ? go home and be lazy and fat all day ?

'don't cry, don't cry i kept telling myself. i will not let that little comment faze me'

Sausha: can you please just give me my check ?

'he hands it to me. when i turn around to walk out the door he slaps my ass. naw homeboy, you just crossed the line forreal.'

Sausha: don't put your nasty ass hands on me !

'he just smirks and goes back doing what he was doing before i walked in. i walk out and was about to head for the leave when i heard somebody call my name. i turn around and it was Stonys ass ! Antwan is still here. nigga take yo ass home frfr. i walk over there to see what she wanted acting like i didn't see Antwan.'

Sausha: yes Stony, what do you want ?

Stony: i was wondering if you could cover the rest of my shift.

'she asks me that and winks at Antwan. no h.e i will not take over your shift ! what this look like ? this is my day off. yo ass can work.'

Sausha: you have 3 more hours to work Stony

Stony: i know but i got business to handle...

Sausha: yeah im pretty sure working is more important than f.cking some nigga you barely know... so no Stony i will not take the rest of your shift.

Stony: i know you not talking about f.cking niggas i barely know. you be having s*x with niggas a week after you meet them.

Sausha: and how do you know that huh ? i don't talk to you !

Stony: maybe you should ask your bestie Aaliyah. she seems to be spreading all your sh.t around.

'all she just said about me and guys was so wrong. i mean yeah i give it up to easily, but not all the damn time and not to everybody i see or been with. but, no Aaliyah wouldn't would she ? she pose to be my bestfriend. don't jump to conclusions Sausha. just think about it for a minute. i mean she is the only person i tell all my secrets and sh.t to, but then again Stony could be making the sh.t up. hmm i guess imma have to do some investigating.'

Sausha: shut yo ass up. get to work boo. Phonzo isn't paying you to flirt with customers.

Stony: take yo ugly, fat ass on somewhere, looking like King Kongs sister.

'after that comment i just walked away. she was 3 seconds away from getting her ass beat forreal.'

Twan: aye Sausha !?

Sausha: yes Antwan, what is it now ?

Twan: can i get your number ?

Sausha: 9164205893

Twan: alright thanks

Sausha: no prob

'i walk away and get into the car with Aaliyah. she looks at me and i just put my headphones in not wanting to talk to her. i want to figure and think everything out. what if Stony is right and Aaliyah been telling my business ? i don't know how i would take that kinda news. shes pose to be my bestfriend, sister, right hand, ride or die. ugh i just don't know what to do !'