Antwan POV 'its now Wednesday, its been three days without Sausha. yeah it hurts me, but am i going to admit it ? nope. sure wont. since shes been gone ive been hustling harder and more than i should be. it takes my mind off of things. yesterday i was so close to calling her but i chickened out and said whatever. whenever she comes back i promise i will be ready to tell her this 'secret' im hiding. i wonder how shes gonna take it though with her dramatic ass. i swear she over reacts for everything. i can tell her i burned the water on the stove and she'll go all Meghan James on me from Bad Girls Club. yes i watch BGC ! then girl be getting turnt up, always fighting and some of then be kinda cute. Season 9, now that's my season. only cause Meghan on it, but anyway. what am i suppose to do

