This Thug Love Is Real

Chapter 8

Sausha POV

'i woke up and Aaliyah wasn't in the room anymore so she prolli had one of the guys take her home. i just laid in bed and thought about everything she told me last night. Darnell Jackson. when i first saw him it was like my world changed right then and there. i knew getting involved with him wasn't good, but i couldn't help it. Darnell is a sexy dark skin man with dreads. i thought he was everything, he showed me that i was beautiful and called me beautiful and i really thought he did until that night.'

FLASHBACK

i just walked into the house. i lived with Darnell. i saw his car outside so i was looking around for him. he wasn't anywhere downstairs so i decided to go upstairs and check. the closer i got to the stairs i started hearing noises like moaning, but i didn't want to believe he was cheating on me. i got to the door and opened it quietly and sure enough there was this girl with a bad blonde weave riding Darnell.

Sausha: WHY DARNELL ?!

the girl hopped up and grabbed her clothes and ran out the door. i aint gonna fight her cause she isn't worth my time. just another hoe. Darnell pulled on his boxers and a black tee. he looked at me and shook his head.

Darnell: its not that serious baby

Sausha: NOW IM YA BABY ? SO HOW LONG YOU BEEN CHEATING ON ME ?

Darnell: thats not important. calm down and stop yelling. s**t !

Sausha: CALM DOWN ! CALM DOWN ! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME ? YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER HURT ME AND ALWAYS BE THERE ! YOU LIED ! YOU LIED TO ME ! YOUR JUST ANOTHER ONE OF THESE SIMPLE ASS NIGGAS THAT BE WALKING AROUND THINKING THEY THE SH.T !

Darnell: WELL GUESS WHAT SAUSHA ! I DONT LOVE YO ASS. IF YOU WASNT SO NAIVE THEN YOU WOULDVE KNOWN. I ONLY WANTED YOU FOR s*x, THATS ALL. DO YOU REALLY THINK I WOULD LOVE A FAT GIRL ! AN UGLY, FAT GIRL AT THAT ! YOUR SO DAMN PATHETIC. I BEEN CHEATING ON YOU SINCE THE BEGINNING. YOU JUST NEVER CAUGHT ME TILL TODAY !

Sausha: *breathes* im moving out. were done or whatever.

Darnell: no your not leaving. yo big ass is gonna stay and be in this house when i come back !

i only nodded my head so he could leave me alone. he left with his dirty ass. i waited for like 15 minutes, packed all my sh.t and left his house.

FLASHBACK OVER

after that i haven't heard or seen from him and i don't care. he broke my heart. of course a lot of people told me those things about me, but the fact that i loved Darnell hurt me bad. i thought he loved me the same way. i guess he didn't, but i was naïve back then and if i could go back and do things differently, i would. i got out of my feelings and went to get some Tylenol for this headache i got. i didn't even mean to drink last night. at least it wasn't a bad hang over. i got in the shower for 8 minutes, got out and put on something comfortable. i went downstairs and saw........... oh no !