This Thug Love Is Real

Chapter 10

Sausha POV

'what did he just tell me ? hes a drug dealer ? ive been living with a f.cking drug dealer ? and from the looks of it Darren seemed to be one. i look at Antwan and just walked out the room. i feel lied to, i thought our friendship or whatever we have going on meaned something ! i guess not. i guess it all was a lie. i went to my room and started packing my clothes. Antwan comes in and stops me. i pull my hands back and continue to pack everything i brought. he grabs the bag out my hand and throws it to the other side of the room.'

Sausha: leave me alone Antwan !

Twan: no. dont leave Sausha. just hear me out.

Sausha: why ? so you can lie to me again ?

Twan: i didnt lie Sausha ! i just didnt know how to tell you.

Sausha: whatever. say what you have to say and ill make up my mind if i wanna leave or not.

Twan: what do you wanna know ?

Sausha: why didnt you tell me you were a drug dealer before ?

Twan: i didnt know if i could trust you and i just dont go up to girls saying im a drug dealer. i was afraid you were gonna act like how you just actied. i didnt want you to leave.

Sausha: well since Darren is dead i can go back and live with my mama actually.

Twan: no. stay here with me.

Sausha: i have to help my mama pay bills Antwan ! i cant just come and live with you and leave my mama handling bills by herself.

Twan: ill help. ill pay half of every bill. ill get her and you whatever yall need. just dont leave.

Sausha: why do you want me t st---

'he cut my sentece short with a kiss on the lips. he wrapped his arms aroun my waist and i put mine around his neck and kissed him back. this kiss is way different from any other kiss i had with any other dude. this kiss made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. this kiss made me shiver from the sparks and electricity going through my body. this kiss was us. he pulled away and we were just looking eachother in the eyes.'

Twan: i like you Sausha.

Sausha: no. no you dont.

Antwan POV

'whatshe mean 'no you dont' ? how is she gonna tell me i dont like her ? i do like her, i like her alot. her smile, her laugh, her body, her persona, her atttude, er everything, and that kiss. that kiss was something powerful, something special and i couldnt get enough. who knew i was gonna end up liking the girl i met at Churches that i just wanted to f.ck ? i sure in the hell didnt.'

Twan: what do you mean 'no i dont' ?

Sausha: you just like my body like every other nigga that wants to get with me.

'she moves her hands from around my neck but i never move mines from around her waist'

Twan: true. i do like you body. i like EVERYTHING about your body, but i also like you on the inside, Sausha. your a beautiful women and im tired of seeing and hearing you put yourself down. your NOT ugly, your NOT stupid, your NOT fat and your defintely NOT worthless. your BEAUTIFUL, SMART, THICK, and WORTH alot. never forget that lil mama.

Sausha: i like you to Twanny.

Twan: hell naw dont call me that !

Sausha: if im going to stay with you ass im calling you Twanny. take it or leave it.

Twan: i take it. we can go and see your moms tomorrow after you get off of work.

Sausha: okay. Antwan, what does this make us ?

Twan: it makes you my girl if you wanna be ?

Sausha: yes ! Sausha and Twanny !

Twan: nope your nickname is...... Saushy (Saushie)

Sausha: whatever. Saushy and Twanny !

'i told her to put on her sleeping clothes and come sleep with mw tonight. no were not going to f.ck. i just want her with me ! this feels so right with her and i can see that this relationship is gonna go somewhere far.'