This Thug Love Is Real

Chapter 15

Antwan POV

'i got up took a shower and went to check on Sausha. i walked into her room and heard the shower runnig so i just sat on the bed. this attitude she has going on is retarded if you ask me. she mad at me for working and providing for me. us. never heard something like that before. she walks out the bathroom and jumps 5 ft in the air. haha guess i scared her ass. thats what she gets !'

Sausha: dammit Antwan ! what do you want now ?

Twan: i wanna know why you have an attitude towards me Sausha.

Sausha: why do you think ? i need to get dressed. can you leave please ?

Twan: i cant watch ? i mean i am your boyfriend, imma see soon anyway.

Sausha: n-no i dont feel... Twan can you please just leave.

'i ignore her comment and walked up to her and moved her hands down from the towel. she moves her hands back up and holds the towel tighter.'

Twan: stop it Sausha.

'i moved her hands again and unraveled the towel and it dropped to the floor. she covered her self up and blushes. i removed her hands from her body and held them down to her side while i looked over her body. i dont know why she doesnt love her body. trust me theres nothing to be ashamed of.'

Sausha: Twanny stop it. get out.

Twan: your beautiful Sausha, just stop being so self concious. your beautiful, your body is beautiful so just stop it and embrace it.

Sausha: its hard and im suppose to be mad at you.

Twan: get dressed and meet me in the kitchen so we cann ea breakfast then talk.

'i walk out the room and left her to get dressed. i forgot how hard this relationship sh.t is since i havent had one in years i forgot what to do and what to say.

Sausha POV

'i cant believe he did that to me ! why would he do that ? i feel embaressed and humiliated. i started getting dressed in some cargo capri shorts, black t-shirt, black converses and put my hair in a bun and waltzed my fat ass downstairs. i walk into the kitchen and see Antwan already sitting at the island waiting on me with his big headed ass ! i sit down and started eating not caring if hes staring at me or not.'

Twan: how long is this attitude gonna last ?

'i stop eating and looked at him with a blank expression'

Sausha: however long i want it to last.

'i finished up the rest of my breakfast, washed my plate and went into the relax room. yes yall a relax room ! i just found this room the other day. of course Antwan followed me and watched my every move. hes really getting annoying now with this staring sh.t.'

Sausha: what do you want now ? damn.

Twan: i want you to talk to me and tell me how you feel.

Sausha: you want complete honesty ?

Twan: yeah.

Sausha: well it makes me mad when you just up and leave all the time when were just chilling enjoying eachother company. i get that its works, but damn ? how much money do you need ? i hate how you come back late at night. you leave me alone to sleep with myself. i dont like the way that feels. i want you to quit the game so bad, but i have a feeling that thats not gonna happen anytime soon. this morning i was actually considering leaving and going back home with my moms, but i thought of your feelings and how you would feel and i didnt want to hurt you. what you did in the room with the towel was to much. it was humiliating and i felt embaressed.

Twan: i just want you to see what i see when i look at you. a beautiful, gorgeous girl with a bomb, thick ass body.

Sausha: but i cant. ive been picked on since school days were even made. ive been talked about, laughed at, everything. when you get called fat on a daily basis you cant help but to start believing it. at first i didnt let the sh.t get to me, but sooner or later it did and i believed it. i dont really care how you see my body cause im not comfortable with it. okay ?

Twan: i guess. imma make you see that you shouldnt be uncomfortable with yo body. your right, im not gonna quit the game anytime soon, but ill make sure i make more time to spend with you.

Sausha: promise ?

Twan: yeah lil Saushy, promise.

'he got up kissed me and told me to enjoy the room and that hes going to 'work'. hmm, just be patient Sausha. everything will work out in the end.'