Lena P.O.V I was sitting between Styles and Jake in the backseat while Ryker drove and Weston was in the passenger seat. It's not that I didn't want to sit up front with Ryker it's just that Ryker took us all my shock, myself included. I wish he would have told me. As his equal, I shouldn't have been surprised by his revelations because then it just made me one of the pack members and not his Luna. As his Luna, I should know everything just like his mother knew everything. I was a bit annoyed and a little jealous with the lack of information I didn't know. Okay, okay, I am pouting like a little toddler in the backseat, away from my mate. I'm sure he feels everything I am feeling right now. Once in a while, I see him grimacing, and his knuckles are white as he grips the steering wheel. I

