Lena P.O.V
Ryker decided to leave the room. But he told me he'd be able to hear everything being said. I didn't mind because I wanted him to know everything that goes on in my life, and this is important. I sat for what seemed like forever as Lukas struggled to find the right words to say. The guilt was eating away at him. I can feel it from him.
"The moment we got home, I was lost in thoughts of finding you and not knowing what my next moves would be. I knew the moment that I saw you that I don't deserve you. I wanted you. It's you I had waited for but now regret not waiting for you. Anyway. I'm starting to ramble on. Which isn't like me at all. I usually know what to say before I say it. I don't go on and on."
I reached over and grabbed his hand, and pulled him. He looked up in shoc
