Arise, Lorie

Grateful

What the....what happened to me? I look like a supermodel. Like... is it really me? This is what I've told to myself as I turn into my big mirror. A lot of changes happened to me, from head to toe. I remember what I wrote down on that paper under my pillow. I immediately get it, then, I try to read an article from a different language, first, Russian. Wow! I can read it fluently and understand their language. And I try the other 9 languages. This is amazing! This is a dream come true! I remember what that light in a human form said to me last night. So it is not a dream. He really answered my prayers last night! Okay...calm down...What if I should meet one of my friends, and see if they will notice these changes. It's the weekend, I will ask them if they're free today. "Hi Lexie, are you free today? Can you go to my apartment today and let's just watch a movie?" Lexie replied "Yeah, I'm free today. I'll just finish some household chores here then I will go there. And of course, I'll buy some snacks for us." I replied "Yey, that's great! Okay, I'll buy also drinks. Thank you and see you." Lexie is one of my college friends who is always available and free hahaha. She is one of the people I can trust to. But I think, for now, I should not tell her about these things that were happened to me. I should just keep everything to myself. I have had trust issues with people even before. Yes, Lexie is a trustworthy person, but, hmmm... I should be wise. I should think very carefully now about these things so that no one will ever know what really happened to me. Let's see what will be her reaction. 

She arrived at 2 pm with snacks, mostly chips hahaha. As I opened the door, at first she didn't notice anything to me. She directly went inside and she placed first the bags of snacks on the dining table. And she said, "Is that really you? How come that you glow immediately? Like there is a supermodel inside of you." I replied "Hahaha, really? is that a compliment?" She replied "Seriously, how did you glow up like that? We have just met 2 weeks ago." And I replied "Hmmm...I just ate more healthy foods and continue my workouts and that's it." She replied "That's it? Are you sure? Can you share more things with me? Please?" I replied "It's true. That's it. I'm super serious about that. It is that simple." We just finished 2 movies. And we started to talk again while eating the remaining bag of chips hahaha. She told me "What's your secret? It's very too fast. The last time we met, 2 weeks ago, you're just normal." I replied "Hahahaha...I've already told you, I became more strict to my diets and workout. And especially, more of skincare products." She replied "Hmmm...okay. What don't you try to apply in a modeling agency? Try it now!" I replied "Ahmmm... yeah, I'm planning to. Just give me some time." She said, "Oh yes, you need some time because you have still a job. It wasn't easy to apply again. You need to prepare a lot for the next job". I never told anyone about my dream career because it was very impossible to think that I can be that one. So I'll just pretend that I am not super excited to apply to a modeling agency. Before she leaves, she gave me advice "Girl, don't miss out on the opportunities. You work hard for that and it paid off. Use it. Though it is not your dream, remember, it's now or never". Wow, these are really encouraging words from her. So I replied, "Thank you, Lexie. We'll see if it's for me." Then we say goodbye to each other. 

It's time for me now to think and plan on the next steps I should make. First, let me give thanks to that Deity of impossible. And I prayed. Next, I will do some research about the things needed in able for me to be accepted into modeling agencies. I've got interested to apply to IGL Models Inc. One of the biggest modeling agencies in the world. They offer a high starting salary and great benefits like free travel expenses, free workout Trainor and free health consultations from a doctor. Of course, being a model should be physically fit. This agency is one of my desired modeling agencies to be applied to. Another benefit of becoming a model is to become a brand ambassador of big brands and they will sponsor you. They will give you examples of their products so that you may use them to advertise to others. I told you, this is my very big dream. I have already researched these things before. And now, that it is finally here, Lexie is right. I shouldn't miss this kind of opportunity, or else I'll regret it later. The second step I should make is to take photos of myself. Wearing a plain black shirt, fitted jeans, and wearing minimal makeup. The first photo I should take is a time that I am smiling so that they can see how beautiful and white my teeth are. Then, a photo with a serious and fierce face. All in all, I made my weekend so productive! I'm really proud of myself today hahaha! I will send all these requirements on the first day of the weekday so that they will acknowledge them immediately. I pray that I will pass their qualifications. I am very confident that this is a perfect time that I should pursue my dreams. I should become a model of big brands! Travel anywhere and enjoy while getting paid! Wohoooo! Thank you Deity of impossible! I can't hide my excitement as I will send these things via email. I really don't know what will happen to me as I've got accepted, if ever. If not, I'll apply to the next big modeling agency hahaha! Yeah, of course, IGL Models Inc. is not the only one in this world! Yes, it's the number one but I have 9 more options hahaha! Try and try until you succeed, girl! Wait... I remember that this gift will last only until I get married? Hmmm...I think I'm too young for that! I will enjoy first everything! I'm single and not ready to mingle for now hahaha! I want to prioritize my career first. I want to enjoy this gift from the Deity. I have a chance to travel and try different cultures and lifestyles. I can get along with big celebrities and fashion icons. Ohhh...I hope that this will not just be my imagination. I will make it come true, in the name of the Deity of impossible!