Not Your Typical Thug (Book 1)

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"Kacy you ok?" Karma asked, walking out the bathroom with her robe on. She tightened it a little more before sitting Indian style in front of him. Kacy didn't even look up at her. Its been two days since the plan was set to find Andrew, and Jose's sending the jet at the end of the week.

And in those two days, Kacy hadn't spoken one word to anyone. "Kacy, talk to me" she raised her hand to caress his face, but he grabbed it and pushed it away.

"Ion feel like talkin right now K" he mumbled. She stared at him for a moment before getting up and walking downstairs. Since he wanted space, she'd give it to him. First she started with cleaning the kitchen then moved on to the living room and dining room. After that, she cooked up BBQ ribs, Mac and cheese, cabbage and yellow rice with shrimp and crab.

"I threw down forreal" she mumbled to herself, as she ate. Half way through her plate, Kacy came down and fixed himself something to eat. He took a seat right next to Karma.

Karma stood up with her plate and walked upstairs to the guest room.

"So ya mad at me?" Kacy asked, making her jump and drop her food.

"Dammit Kacy" she dropped to her knees and started pushing the food on the plate "No, I'm not mad. I'm giving you space" she looked up at him before looking back down "That's what you wanted right?"

'Nah, I wanted ya ta' stay with me. Just not say nothin" He followed Karma out the room and into the kitchen "I get the feelin ya mad at me"

She sighed and turned to face him "I'm not mad" she said again "But can you tell me why you're upset? Its something I did?"

Kacy shook his head and walked into the living room, sitting on the couch. Karma followed and straddled him "My brothers birthdays today" he mumbled.

"Oh, I'm sorry" she tried moving off his lap but Kacy held her waist so she couldn't move.

"I did it Karma" he looked up at her with watery eyes "I got him killed" he turned away when the tears started falling and Karna turned his head back, making him look at her.

It shocked her that he admitted that. She knew how closed off Kacy was and ever though they were together, she could tell he was still unsure.

"What you mean you did it? On purpose Kacy?"

He shook his head "The day before he was shot, the guys that shot him came up to me. I remember seein my brother chill with them so I thought they were cool, ya know? They asked where he was and I said ion know but we're going to the park tomorrow. And the next day, he was dead" Kacy broke down crying.

Karma wrapped her arms around his neck as he cried on her shoulder "I didn't know they was gon kill him Karma."

"I know baby. I know" it took a good 10 minuets before Kacy stopped crying but Karma didn't stop him. He's been holding that in since the day it happened, so it was heavy on his heart.

Now that he finally got it off his chest, he feels better.

"You can't blame yourself Kacy" she said softly when he finished crying. She pulled away, and wiped his tears "It wasn't your fault. You didn't know they would hurt your brother ok? They took advantage of you knowing you'd tell"

"And that's exactly what I did. I snitched"

"No no no. You didn't snitch. Thinking they just wanted to chill with your brother, you said where he would be. You didn't tell cause you wanted your brother dead. Its not your fault ok?" He nodded "Say it"

"Its not my fault" he mumbled before sighing.

"When's the last time you been to his grave site?" Karma asked.

"I never been. Didn't even go to the funeral"

"Well get dressed ok? We're going a-"

"Naw Karma. That w-"

"Listen to me" she said sternly "You need to go ok? And you are going. Now get dressed" she wiped his face one last time before kissing his lips softly.

**********

"Go ahead. I'll be right here" Karma smiled. Kacy sighed as he walked up and down the rows, looking for his brothers name. About 10 minutes later, he found it.

Kacy just stood there, not really knowing what to do or say. Then he thought of what Karma would say.

Just talk to him Kacy. Talk as if he's standing next to you.

"Wassup man" he smiled a little "How ya been? Good, I hope. I've been doin iight but I'm sure ya see that cause ya lookin down on me" it seemed awkward because Kacy knew what he wanted to say, but couldn't bring himself to do it.

"Uh, I haven't been to see moms in awhile. How she doin? I j-" he signed heavily as his eyes watered " Man listen. I ain't know them boys was gon shot you. I swear I didn't. I'm the one that told them we'd be at the park that day. If I would've know what they wanted, I wouldn't have said s**t. You know that"

"Sometimes I find myself wonderin what I would be like if ya was still here. I'd probably be in college, I know ya was big on education" Kacy chuckled "Anyway, I love ya man and I miss ya"

He set the flowered down on his grave, looked a little then walked back towards Karma. She stood there with a smile on her face "Feel better papa?"

He nodded and pulled her into a tight hug, then kissed her slow and passionately "Thank you"

*******

Karma laid out the four different costumes and thought on which one she should wear for Kacy. The first one was a cop uniform. Skin tight and a push up bra to make her small titties look bigger. It came with a hat, badge and even handcuffs. The second outfit was a French maid had three pieces it. The first piece was a small see through bra with white lace. The second piece was like boy shorts with a short see through skirt, with a black thing. And the third piece was the long black stockings.

The third outfit was a school girl outfit, then a nurse outfit and the fourth outfit was a cheerleader. Obviously they were all fixed up to look sexy and naughty like.

Kacy's birthdays in a few days. Since the crew will be in Chicago when his birthday comes, Karma's bringing an outfit with her. A past conversation her and Kacy had involved how he always wanted his girl to dress up, and they role play. But since Karmas still a virgin, he was just talking for the future.

The way Karma's thinking is they could role play, and she'll lose her virginity the same night. Fun and special for them both. Karma chose the French maid outfit and quickly packed it away, and put away the other outfits before Kacy walked in the room.

"Ya ready ma?" He asked, walking into the closet to change his shirt "I'll carry ya bags down if you pack food. A nigga starving" he chuckled, pulling his shirt over his head.

"Yea I'll do it. Its all four bags too"

"The hell you need four bags for?"

She smiled "You'll see"

*********

"Happy birthday nigga" Slim said, slapping hands with Kacy. The crew have been in Chicago for two days and are getting closer to where Andrew is. A few people at his job and old neighborhood said Andrew is always at this local bar on Saturdays. So the upcoming Saturday, the crew will check it out.

"Thanks man, ya seen Karma?"

"Naw she probably with Ash and Kat. But let's go, the club calls nigga" He laughed. Dion and Morgan tagged along and even Ed.

The music was blasting and the smell of weed were evident. Nothing but flashy niggas dancing with broke hoes on the dance floor. The crew found themselves back in VIP, sippin on liquor and enjoying the vibe. Morgan ended up dancing with some female he had his eyes locked on and Slim went to the bar.

Ash and Kat ended up joining the crew awhile later "Where Karma?" Kacy asked, sipping on his drink.

"She stayed back at the hotel" Kat said. Kacy slapped hands with the guys and hugged Kat and Ash before getting a can back to the hotel. Ain't no way in hell he was about to leave his girl inside alone. Kacy was a bit tipsy to the point where he stumbled into the hotel room.

"Where ya at K?" Kacy yelled though the room. She walked out the bedroom with her silk robe on. "Why ya ain't want ta' come out tonight?" He made his way over to the couch and sat down.

Karma dropped the robe and revealed her French maid outfit "Well sir, I did have a lot of things on my mind" she smirked. Kacy licked his lips while his eyes roamed her body slow. "Is there anything ya need papa?"

He waved Karma over and she stood in front of him "Damn" he mumbled, his hands roaming her ass and thighs. "Role play?" She nodded and Kacy smiled wide. "Ion think I can do that tonight. The way ya lookin ma, I need you now"

Karma straddled his lap and was pulled into a passionate kiss. Kacy slowly stripped Karma from her clothes, until she was in nothing but her stockings and heels. She pushed off him, and walked to the room. Kacy quickly stood up and followed, watching as her hips naturally swayed back and forth.

Karma laid back and opened her legs, and watched as Kacy stripped down. "All the way?" Kacy asked, climbing between her legs.

She wrapped her legs around him "Yes baby"

"Ya sure Karma? Ion want you ta' feel obligated ta' do this"

"I don't papa. I'm doing this cause I want to" she smiled. Kacy looked at her for awhile before leaning in and kicking the night off. That night, Karma didn't have one regret.