Nicole Vargas Ethan stared at me agape. Totally paralyzed, his eyes bulging out of his socket. "Did you just dropped the L-bomb?" He finally spoke up after what seemed like a decade. His chest was rising up and down rapidly and his eyes held all kinds of emotions that it was hard for me to make out what he was actually thinking. I knew it was not a good idea. "I-yeah I did." I answered looking down at my coffee mug that was now half empty. My fingers trembled, but I managed to hide them under my shirt. My heart was beating rapidly in my chest, afraid of what Ethan was about to say. I should not have said it. Now I will ruin this perfect moment I have with him. I should have waited. But I can't. I honestly can't wait anymore. I wanted him to know how I feel about him. About t

