Allena
I don't know what I was thinking saying all that. Yesterday I threw my body at him and today I showed how emotionally needy I am. He must think I am pathetic desperately alone and needy.
"I just...........have been alone for so long that I almost forgot how nice it feels to feel be cared about,"
How pathetic it sounds. Why couldn't I have just shut up if I didn't have something better to say?
No matter how pathetic it sounds, I can't ignore the fact that it is the truth.
The moment he entered that room I saw he was angry and I assumed that it would be because of my earlier behavior at the office. I know I shouldn't have cut the call like that but was so frustrated with his carelessness that I lost control of what's rational.
I waited for him to shout about how he lost money b
