Allena I lay on the bed looking at the ceiling and zoned out. I no longer felt like crying just hopeless and lost and somehow it's worse. This is not how it was supposed to be. This internship was supposed to give me direction, a way back to making my passion my career. This was meant to be the chance to bring back my long-lost dream of being a painter and now I feel lost again. Back to square one. A knock on the door broke my chain of thoughts. "Please Jack, I need to be alone right now" I sighed. The gate creek opens halfway and a bowl filled with chocolate ice cream with choco chip slides inside. "Are trying to lure me with my favorite ice cream," I asked trying not to smile. "Maybe, is it working? " his voice came from outside. It is, how can it not. It's chocolate ice cream,

