You Wouldn't Dare

CHAPTER 13 - VIOLET

We ate our fill, barely leaving anything left on the bones.We had contemplated

taking what little remained to the other wolves, but Khaos had vetoed this.He

said that we may as well leave it to the smaller carnivores that would roam this

forest at night,his voice mocking when he informed me that he was teaching me

about the circle of life.We had laughed together,spooning on the dewy grass before he grew

more sombre and told me about the hunting schedule,and how there was always

a patrol team out making sure that the kitchen was fully stocked.They usually

travelled with the young pups, making sure someone trained them from a young

age so that if they ever found themselves in a situation where they were alone,they would know how to survive until a rescue team found them.I had stayed quiet,content to lay close to Khaos.I had laid my hand on his face,feeling the way his strong jaw moved when he spoke,his soft,deep

voice rumbling in my ear,his breath hot on my neck.I knew that he was so

protective over the young pups because of his own experiences,and my wolf had

whispered her contentment.Khaos wanted to see if our wolves would bond,and there was no

longer any doubt in my mind that she had made her choice.Khaos had proven to

us that underneath his hard exterior laid a fierce protector,a man who would do

anything to ensure the safety of those he loved. She had chosen him and from

this moment on,she would follow where he led.For the first time in my life,I let down my guard,allowing my feelings to

wash over me without smothering them.My wolf pushed forward, wanting to be

close to her mate,and I gave in,letting her control the shift.Khaos ran his

fingers through our fur, scratching behind our ears as he stared at us,a soft smile

on his lips before he stood and shifted into his wolf,allowing them both to curl

up together and fade off to sleep.

“Are you worn out, little one?” He asked a few hours later,the pair of us still

joined together in a mix of dark and light.

“Exhausted,” I purred,my wolf not wanting to budge an inch.She

was happy beyond her wildest dreams at the ferocious mate the Moon Goddess

had given her.

“I suppose that means you’re not interested in a run then?”That got my

attention.I c****d one eye open,staring at him suspiciously.

“What do you mean, run?”I wasn’t about to race him through this forest.I had no intention of allowing him to show off with his speed,leaving me behind in a trail of his dust.Khaos didn’t answer me,he simply got to his paws,stretching out his

entire body.My wolf bristled at the site of the lean muscles on display.He laid

on his belly,covering his eyes with his front paws.

“One... Two... Three... Four...”He removed one paw to quickly glance

my way, “you have until I reach ten by the way.Five...”

I was off like lightning,flying through the forest. “… Eight... Nine...

Ten... Ready or not, little one,here I come.”

Shit.

I couldn’t outrun him.There wasn’t a chance in Hell. I heard his

thunderous paws quickly closing the distance behind us and my heart raced.I

had to urge my wolf forward;the chase thrilled her.She wanted nothing more

than to be caught and dominated,to offer herself to him as he took what was his.

I shouted at her, refusing to make it that easy.He wanted the thrill of the chase;

he was going to get one.

My ears pricked as I thought I heard the sound of running water and I

quickly steered in that direction,almost barking with relief when I saw the

sparkling river.I ran straight through, not caring about the noise,knowing that

this would help disguise my scent.I just had to be quick about this –the noise

would alert Khaos to my whereabouts,but if I was fast enough,I could veer off

in a different direction before he found me,giving me the head start I desperately needed.

I jumped up on to the bank ahead, running along the grass for a moment

before jumping back into the stream of water and then jumping back out on the

other side.I repeated this many times,hoping I was doing enough to confuse

Khaos.Each time I jumped back in,I scanned the area, straining to detect even

the slightest hint of Khaos’ scent.I was impressed at the way my abilities had

already been honed with just one session of his teaching.I had always been good

at detecting scents,but now I used that ability alongside my other senses,and it

was allowing me to race on ahead, leaving him behind in the distance.A mile or so into the run I saw a small waterfall connecting to the river and ran towards it,using the strength of my hind legs to propel me upwards,pushing myself through the falling water into the small hollowed-out cave

system behind it.I used to do this with my brother as a pup,back before my mother completely sank her claws into me and dragged me into her world.I could hide out for hours in here and be confident that Khaos would never find me.To this day,my brother still had no idea where I used to hide all those years ago.The sounds of the waterfall would disguise any movement I made back here,and the water kept my scent out of the air.I laid on my belly and tried my best to focus on the scene on the other side of the water,thinking I would see flashes of Khaos’ hulking frame every so often,but not completely sure.It was mere seconds before he disappeared and that left me doubting myself,wondering if it was Khaos or something else that roamed the forest.That was the only drawback to being in here.It disguised the outside world from me,as much as it hid me from the outside world,but it left me feeling more secure,positive that Khaos wouldn’t find me.I settled down,feeling pretty smug.I chuckled to myself,thinking I might even squeeze in a brief nap when I heard something crash down on the roof above me, sending me scrambling to my feet in fright.

What the actual f**k was that?

Bits of dirt and stone fell around me as I heard Khaos howl out in victory.I concentrated harder,trying to hear over the roar of the waterfall and heard digging above me.

Son of a b***h!

He was going to dig his way through to me!The waterfall was fairly small, he must have known he would never get in here!When the first trickle of water seeped into the cave,I knew I was done for.I flew out of the waterfall, mustering up all the speed I could to hurl myself back down the river.It was less than a minute when I felt Khaos nipping at my

hind legs,toying with me.

I tried to push myself harder, feeling the burn in my muscles at the

unfamiliar sensation.Khaos easily kept up with my new pace.I only knew one

other trick,so I prayed to the Moon Goddess it would work.I dropped low to my

belly,holding my breath as we submerged into the water and used my paws to

cover my head protectively.I caught Khaos off guard-he stumbled over my

wolf,crashing face-first into the river.Not having time to celebrate,I

climbed up onto the bank,slipping slightly in the mud.I didn’t dare look back.I

knew if I saw him scrambling to get out of the water,I would give in to the

laughter that was threatening to consume me.

“You sneaky b***h!” Khaos laughed over the bond,recovering easily.I knew the moment playtime was over when I heard the howl vibrate around me.

Without knowing what I was doing,I rubbed myself along every tree, leaving a trail of my scent for Khaos to follow.My pace slowed,taking the time to ensure that my mark was on every tree.Khaos could easily catch me if he wanted to, but by the sounds of his paws he had slowed down too.We were both caught up in the same chemistry that seemed to follow us around,weaving us into its web as it cast its spell.I lost sight of why I had been running,what the purpose of the game was.All I wanted now was my mate with me,showing me who was in charge.As soon as that thought left my mind,I tackled to the floor as Khaos jumped on my back,the two of us rolling together until he had me pinned beneath him.I stopped fighting instantly,loving the feeling of being spread out beneath him.He scented the air as my arousal hit him,but instead of acting on it,he climbed off me,walking towards the river once more.

“I’ll give you your privacy to change, little one.Trust me when I say there is no returning from s*x as wolves,they'll bond for life and she'll never let you leave.”He disappeared behind a tree,leaving me alone to shift.I knew he was right,but I still couldn’t help the small pang of disappointment.Sex in my wolf's form was something that had never appealed to me before,I had always turned my nose up whenever I had heard it discussed in my parent’s pack.I thought it was disgusting and bordering on bestiality.Yet running with Khaos,the want had taken over me so naturally that I couldn’t deny it.In those minutes I had realised that my wolf and I were one.She had her own personality and her own thoughts and feelings,but she was the other half of me.Khaos wasn’t to know that my wolf had already chosen him,that she had bonded with his wolf in a way that we could never return from.I understood his consideration, but we were too far gone,lost to the call of the mating bond that wouldn’t be denied.With my thoughts muddled and confused,I quickly shifted back and called out to him.He reappeared almost instantly and nodded his head, holding out his hand towards me without a word.I guess playful Khaos had gone again.I sighed heavily and took his hand in mine,hoping that the change in him wouldn’t mean the beginning of another argument.I wouldn’t be able to stand it if he distanced himself from me once more.With the change in atmosphere and tension rising,I had assumed Khaos would lead me back to the packhouse and go his separate ways,needing to put some distance between us.I had been bracing myself for his blunt rejection,knowing it was coming but also knowing that I would not fight it.I had promised myself that I would take this at his pace,not pushing him to give more than he was ready for.So, I was more than a little surprised when he directed me towards the stream again, both of us silent as we walked along the bank until we reached the area where the water pooled out to create a large swimming hole. Khaos instructed me to sit down as he gracefully dived into the water,popping back up between my legs.He gave me a goofy grin as he pushed the water from his face before he gently raised one of my legs,slowly massaging it,removing all the mud and leaves from our walk.

“I’m happy you’re here,Violet,” he whispered softly,moving onto my other leg.

“Me too.” I smiled back,seeing the relief in his eyes.No doubt my own

eyes were shining bright with relief too.For once,he hadn’t done what I

expected.I knew he had been fighting a battle within himself,and he won.

                      KHAOS 

I could live a thousand lives and I would never see a sight as beautiful as the one

in front of me right now.Violet had her face turned up to the sky,leaning back on her hands, as I

massaged her legs.Her long blonde hair streamed out behind her,creating a

perfect halo around her body.Her skin was glistening from the water,small

goosebumps raising wherever I touched her.Her angelic face was radiating

happiness,her lips curled into a gentle smile,her long lashes resting on her cheeks as she closed her eyes.I made a game out of chasing the goosebumps down her body,watching as she shivered under my touch.She was completely ravishing.From the heart-stopping beauty of her face to the toned shape of her legs,the tiny stretch marks at the back of her thighs and along her hips,the perfect

shape of her firm,large tits.I wanted nothing more than to take her right now,to

pierce through her throbbing p***y and make her my own, but I would never

take that from her until she was ready.Drake had ripped my own virginity from

me;I would be extra cautious with Violet’s.I wanted her to have no regrets in

her life.If we were going to make this work, we would have all the time in the

world together.I pushed down my wolf as he demanded that we give in to our feelings and take her here and now,and instead concentrated on the beautiful creature in front of me.She opened her eyes to stare at me with her piercing blue gaze,raising her eyebrow at me in a silent question.I nodded back,not caring what the question was,only knowing that the answer was yes.Anything she wanted,anything she asked for, it would always be yes.I would do anything for this woman.I felt the tension leave her body,and she relaxed onto the bank.In sheer amazement,I realised that this woman and I may have a future.That with slow, cautious steps we could build a life together and we'd be happy.She was breaking down all the walls I surrounded myself with brick by brick to find the real me inside,the boy I had thought I had lost forever,the boy that had been destroyed by the actions of others.I'd been hesitant, thinking of Louisa and her vicious scheming,the way she used me and our friendship as a steppingstone to becoming Luna.I knew it was unfair.I had to stop comparing the two before I ruined the one ray of hope in my life.I already knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that there wasn’t a malicious bone in Violet’s body.Putting my trust in her and hoping she wouldn’t betray me,I hauled myself up on the bank next to her,pulling her head on my chest as we laid down together.As we relaxed into each other, our breathing becoming soft and even,I began to speak–this time telling her the story of my life after Ryssa and Drake.

 VIOLET  

I kept my mouth shut as Khaos talked, opening himself up to me.I my input was not required,that he just had to speak to words, to reveal all to me.I listened closely,my hand over his heart reminding him through my gentle touch that the past was in the past and he was free with me, safe with me.I would never intentionally hurt him,and I would do anything to ensure that he stayed protected and safe with me.

“After that night, after what they did to me, it broke me.I spent weeks curled up, back in the shell I spent most of my life in.There wasn’t a part of my body that didn’t hurt for days after.I would push my hands against my ears,

trying to drown out the laughter resounding through my head.Members of the

pack would stop by and taunt me, mocking my pain.If they were feeling

especially brave,they would drag me to their room and abuse me once more.It

was revenge,they said.Drake threw his weight around, spent too much of his

time shirking his responsibilities and expecting everyone else to pick up the

slack.They would role play sometimes,calling me Drake as they raped me.They all thought it was funny as they called my pleas for mercy

pathetic,that I was a worthless dog incapable of being Alpha.That must have

struck a chord with Drake,as he never again attempted to train me for the day I

would replace him.What respect would his pack get knowing that their ruler was

a used w***e?Someone who had been degraded and abused in the worst

possible way.I was thrown out less than a month later.Drake had me drugged with Wolfsbane, boarded into his private jet,and dumped me in some remote area.I have no idea what happened to Ryssa whilst I was away,or whether

Drake really gave her over to Louisa’s father.She never came to me.I had

stupidly thought we were in it together,that even after all that had happened that

night,she would come back to me and together we would find a way out of that

place.I would have done anything to protect her.She had given me the first act

of kindness I had ever experienced,and it was only too late that I realised that

she did it for her own selfish gains.She felt no sympathy for me,she just

realised quicker than the others I had potential to be something great and sought

to take advantage of that.”

Bitterness crept into his tone as he spoke of Ryssa,and my heart leapt as

he became choked.I leaned forward and placed a kiss on his forehead,and he

smiled softly at me,clearing his throat before he continued.

“I spent some time in other packs,but they would inevitably throw me

out when news travelled about my past.I decided to go alone and it was then I

came across Morgan’s father.He had recently been cast out from his pack, and

he was slowly going insane and feral.I sensed that he wasn’t completely lost,that he hadn’t given in to being a rogue and there was still hope for him.So, we joined forces.He has said since that he recognised the power in me that day,despite my frail appearance.Even though I was much younger than him, he

submitted to me, accepting me as his Alpha.We spent years recruiting anyone

who proved they were strong enough,eventually settling down here.He

contacted his old pack,bringing his mate and family to join us.His mate was a

blessing,convincing all her she-wolf friends to join.She had told them about the

way we ran the pack,the respect that was given to all members here.Most of the wolves she contacted

jumped at the chance of a better life,of being treated based on their actions and

not the rank they were born into.It’s because of the actions of his parents I chose

Morgan as my Beta.It would honour his father,who was too old to take on the

role himself,and prove to his mother that I appreciated everything she did to

help this pack grow.There's alot of bad things said about me, but the thing

that most people find hard to understand is that every member of this pack is

here because they want to be, not because they have been forced.The door is

always open if ever they decide to leave and make a life for themselves elsewhere.”

“I know, Khaos.It’s easy to see how much they care for you and you for them.I’m sorry I've listened to the rumours.”

“Don’t fool yourself,little one.I told you,there’s truth in even the wildest tales.I have murdered in cold blood;I’ve tortured and maimed.I killed Drake,and I killed Ryssa,with no regrets.I have slaughtered packs.But,other

than Ryssa,I’ve never once laid a hand on a female,and I would protect a child with my life.I--”

I pressed my lips to his to silence him.He didn’t need to prove anything to me.His hand lazily circled my n****e,bringing a rush of heat through my

body.He tried to push his leg between mine,to open me up for him,but I rejected his advances,sliding myself down his body to lick at the tip of his rock-hard erection.I firmly grabbed his shaft,moaning in excitement when I saw that I was nowhere near to my fingers meeting around him,craving the day I would have this thick c**k inside me.I opened my mouth,ready to take him all in,when he suddenly shot to his feet,leaving me kneeling before him.

“Khaos?”

“It was a nice thought,but it’s getting late.” He turned his back to me,running his fingers through his hair before straightening his shoulders,shutting down before my very eyes.The open easiness we had been experiencing had vanished.“Come on,let’s go.”

“No.”

“No?What do you mean,no?”He asked,turning back round to face me,seeing me still on my knees where he left me.

“Exactly what I said:no.It’s easy,just two little letters.Perhaps you’d understand German better?Nein.Maybe French?Non.N-O,Khaos.No.”

“What the f**k has gotten into you?”

“Me?!What’s gotten into you?I’m going to need you to explain because your mood swings are giving me whiplash.What could I possibly have done to make you act like this?I said all of maybe ten words during your story,none of which could have possibly caused you any offence.”

“Drop it, Violet.”

“No–Oh,look,there’s your favourite word again!Don’t you dare growl at me,you promised to stop shutting me out!”

“Violet...”

“Khaos...”I mimicked,“I’m not leaving until you explain.The clock’s ticking,as you said, it’s getting late.”

“You’re the most stubborn,hard-headed female I’ve ever--”

“And you’re the most selfish,nasty male!You’ve just rejected me-again!And you’re not even going to give me an explanation!Doesn’t it bother you I’m hurt and confused?What is it about me that repulses you so much that you can’t stand to have me touch you?”

“Don’t be so ridiculous, Violet.I think you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.Of course I f*****g want you.If you repulsed me,I’d let you give me pleasure,I wouldn’t go out of my way to ensure that you’re the only one who benefits most from our time in bed.”

“Okay,you might have a point there.So,what is it about being and sharing that intimacy with me that scares you?Have I not proven that I’m here for you,that I wouldn’t hurt you?”

“It’s not that! I have good reason,Violet.Just let it go.”

“I’m failing to see one!” I shuffled forward on my knees,closing the

distance between us.“You want me,Khaos,you just said so yourself.Why

won’t you let me give you this?” I reached out to grab his hard shaft,running my

hand up and down the length to prove my point.His c**k jerked in my hand and he stifled a groan.

“I know you want me,Alpha.You want to feel your c**k down my throat as you forcefully face f**k me,I can--” He batted my hand away once more.

“Don’t touch me Do you think it’s easy for me to see you on your knees?Knowing that the last time you were doing this,you were probably saying the exact same thing to Logan?That the day I met you, you rushed straight back into his arms?That I had to smell his disgusting c*m on your breath!”

“That’s what this is about?!” I spluttered incredulously. “That meant nothing,Khaos!I was in denial!You can’t be serious right now! I don’t bring up the women you’ve been with,don’t think your reputation hasn’t proceeded you!”

“I know it’s ridiculous Violet,okay?I know!I just can’t stop seeing him,can’t erase the image from my mind!”

“Logan isn’t my mate,you are.You said I could leave anytime I wanted,but I’m still here, aren’t I?I’m here because I want to be with you.I’ve already proven to you that Logan and I never went as far as you and I have.”

“I know,” he sighed.“I don’t know what to tell you,Violet.It’s never bothered me before.Any other woman I’ve been with has had a past,I’ve never slept with a virgin and it never even occurred to me to ask or be angry about it.But with you… I want to march straight back to your old pack and tear Logan apart.I can’t stand the thought of another man touching you.I want to be the first and only man to have made you feel that way and it kills me knowing he got there first!”

“It’s different!Yeah,I sucked his cock.” I ignored the flash of pain in his eyes as Khaos winced at my harsh words. “But he never made me feel the way you do.He didn’t have me panting beneath him, he didn’t have my entire body tingling.He wasn’t my mate.You are.You get that first as well as so many others.We have an entire lifetime to create firsts together.Don’t concentrate on the ones you think you’ve missed out on.”

“I’m trying, Violet, I promise I’m trying,” he said,releasing a shaky breath.

“So, let me help,let me take your bad memory and replace it with a new one. What did you say earlier?That no-one ever does anything selflessly?You were wrong.There are no selfish intentions here.Allow me to do this for you, Khaos.I want this,I want you.”

I hesitantly reached out for him again,stroking him softly.

“Let me make you feel as good as you make me feel,” I murmured,

opening my mouth to run my tongue around the head of his cock.His hips thrust

ever so slightly forward,and I took that as my cue,drawing him in deep,my

tongue sliding down his entire length.He gasped as he hit the back of my throat

and I forced down the urge to push him back and allowing myself to breathe.Instead,I sucked him in deeper,moaning when he sank his hands into my hair,his hips bucking as the vibrations rumbled around his shaft.I raised my eyes to his,our gazes locking.I bobbed my head on him,maintaining the eye contact,letting him know my thoughts were of him and just

him.I reached my hand between us to cradle his balls in my hand,massaging

them as I moved faster,wanting him to lose control.I pulled back,letting his

cock spring from my mouth with a pop as I panted for breath,spit dripping from

my lips.

“f**k my mouth,Khaos.I want you to take control,to completely

dominate me.I want your c**k down my throat,your c*m spilling into my mouth--” I didn’t get to say anymore as with a harsh groan he pushed his cock

past my lips,filling my mouth with its thickness.I sucked in my cheeks to tighten the grip I had on him,his fingers

digging into my head as he roughly slammed me up and down his length.I grabbed hold of his arse, releasing all control to him, my eyes still locked with his.I gagged as he pushed down my throat,my lips touching the base of his c**k.

“f**k,Violet,you’re so f*****g sexy gagging on me like this.The noises your throat makes as it struggles to take my c**k is enough to have me cumming over and over.”

He wrapped my hair around his hand,yanking my head back as his other

hand wrapped around my throat,massaging the bulge he was creating with his d**k.

“Goddess, I love feeling my c**k so far down your throat, seeing it as it

fills you completely.”

He was wild and out of control as he ruthlessly f****d my face.Tears streamed from my eyes as I struggled to breathe.My p***y pulsed, wanting him to destroy all of me,but I wouldn’t touch myself.This was about him, not me. 

“You look so f*****g innocent,staring up at me with those enormous

eyes of yours,almost pleading with me to stop.Yet I can smell your arousal,I

know how much you want this,and it’s driving me insane,Violet.Fuck!” He

roared,pushing my head down and held me there,cutting off my breathing

completely.I pushed my tongue down his length again as my throat contracted

around him.He pulled back slightly and with a couple more thrusts I felt his

warm c*m hit the back of my throat,once,twice,three times.I grabbed hold of him,taking control at the last minute as he attempted to pull out,milking every drop from him as he sighed heavily,his breath coming in deep puffs,his legs beginning to shake.

“Thank you,” he murmured,placing a kiss on my hair.

“It was my pleasure,” I laughed back,seeing his eyes darken at my words.

“It will be.”

He hurled himself on top of me, pinning my body beneath him.He placed kisses all over my body,leaving a hot,wet trail as he

made his way down my stomach.He linked his fingers with mine and looked up

at me,blowing on my soaking wet pussy.His eyes gleamed when he noticed my

juices had completely coated me,making my plump lips glistening under his

hungry gaze.My c**t was swollen,throbbing with every second he made me

wait.I spread my legs further,opening myself up to him,feeling more of my

wetness gush out of me.“f**k it,” he muttered,pushing his face into my pussy.Teasing time was

over.