Chapter 15
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Finn's POV
I'm sitting down on the ground in between book rack in library and looking at the necklace that I ever gave Madison.
This necklace fall down in my car when we had camp together and I bet Madison didnt realized it and I never know that she always wearing this necklace.
She is getting closer to Sam. And I even barely talk to her and I cant get her out from my mind. This is really complicated.
"Hey..." Rachel comes to me. I hide that necklace quickly to my pocket so Rachel didnt see it. "Dont hide it. I already saw that." Rachel says to me and sit down need next to me.
"What? I can explain!" I said to Rachel.
"That necklace is Madison's right?" Rachel asks me. "I ever saw her wear that but I dont know what's inside the pendant."
"It fell in my car and I was about to give this necklace back to her. I dont even know what's inside. Maybe her picture with Sam." I giggle at Rachel.
Rachel takes that necklace from my hand and open the pendant. "It's your picture and her."
"Rachel, I-I..."
"Finn, you love her right? That day when you safe her in the street, you already showed me that you choose her over me. I know she is your first love and we are getting further to each other so I've been thinking that I cant continue this anymore." Rachel start crying.
"Rachel, what are you talking about? Me and her are best friend." I frown at Rachel.
"Finn, you cant lie to me. The way you look at her is different. You look at her with that eyes full of love. I know every beat in your heart is her name. You-you sacrified your love for me? For make me happy? But this is not make me happy because I made two souls separated." Rachel's sobbing.
"I'm really sorry. I-I was really confused and when I-when I realized it, it was too late. I'm really sorry, Rachel." I said to Rachel.
Rachel wipe her tears away and sniffing. "Dont apologize. You both keep heart for each other. I wont stop blame myself if I still be with you. I know you love someone else and how come I be happy with someone who keep his heart for his one true love? Finn, we are in senior year now, and dream, broadway, that might be my one true love because in the end I will leave you. I just want you to realized your feeling. A feeling you hide for her. I found your paper and wrote that you like her and a picture about you and her together and I knew you were the one who draw that. You would do anything to protect her and you wont let anyone hurt her right? Yesterday when the food fighted, you hold her and covered her up when we were still dating. Finn, my dream is broadway but your dream is her. I just want you to fight to get your love back. You love her and she loves you. You both are perfect together." Rachel says to me.
"But she is totally into Sam right now. And I guess they might be already dating." I sigh. "It was too late, Rachel."
"Nothing is too late, Finn. You havent ask her directly right? Ask her. They might be only friends with benefits. Finn, I want you to be happy and she is your happiness. She deserves someone like you. Dont stop fight for your rights." Rachel hold my shoulder and walk off.
I just let out a sigh and keep looking at this necklace. Since I found it, I already saw my picture and her picture inside this pendant.
Now everything is clear. I cant lie that I love her. She is my first love and Rachel was totally right, I keep my heart for Madison because I never love anyone else like I love her.
Madison is the only one who know me better than anyone else. She accepted me for the way I am and tell me that it's okay to be myself and she never want anything from me.
She is innocent, hillarious, and smart. Even though sometimes she can be stupid and kooky but I love her in every way. Besides that she is really beautiful.
"Kid, you'll be late for practice." Coach Beiste called me and walk away.
I'm standing from my seat and put this necklace to my pocket. I will tell Madison the truth and give this necklace also all those paper include the one I wrote for her.
I went out from the library and turn my way to boys locker room for football practice then I will have glee club afterwards.
I walk to my locker and standing in front of my locker to change my clothes but before that, I hang this necklace inside my locker so I wont lose it.
"Dude, why you let Sam dated Madison when you not even let me to get closer with her?" Puck suddenly standing next to my locker.
"What? Sam and her are not dating." I shake my head.
"They already are. Sam told us. You're my man, I thought you will warn him like the way you did to me." Puck says to me.
What? No. They shouldnt be dating. I though that everything was clear but I was wrong. Madison might be think that I'm still with Rachel.
"Dude?" Puck frowns at me.
"No, I wont let any other guy date her." I shake my head and change my clothes.
"Because you are the one who want to get into her pants? So you told us to back off?" Puck raises his eyebrows.
"How the hell I can let someone I love date any other guy?!" I yelled and punch a locker.
The others suddenly turn their face at me. I just let out a sigh and sit down on a bench in front of me.
"You love her?" Puck frowns at me and sit down next to me.
"I do." I sigh. "I keep my heart for her. But when she come back, she was with someone else."
"But you date someone else, dude." Puck says to me.
"Rachel knew about this. She is breaking up with me and when you told me that Madison and Sam are dating, it really make me down." I cover my face with my hand.
"Go get your girl back, dude. She is yours." Puck hold my shoulder and walk off.
I have to fight this feeling. I have to get something that should be mine. I have to get that.
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Madison's POV
I'm walking in the hallways and turn my way to the auditorium as Rachel texted me and she want to see me but I dont know what happened.
"Hey, what's wrong?" I raise my eyebrows as Rachel arranging some music sheet on that purple piano.
"I've been thinking that we should have duet with this purple piano project. So what do you think?" Rachel grins at me.
"Sounds cool. But we dont have the band." I said and look around.
"You can play this purple thing right? Just play it." Rachel says to me.
"Glad that this piano is still survive. I just wanna bring this one home and I wont let anyone burn it again." I chuckle and walk to that piano.
I place my ransel on the ground and sit down in front of that piano and looking at the music sheet that Rachel gave me and start playing the piano.
Rachel:
I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas plays
Fold em', let em', hit me, raise it
Baby, stay with me
Love the game, intuition play the cards with spades to start
And after he's been hooked
I'll play the one that's on his heart
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot and show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot and show him what I've got
Madison:
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
Rachel:
She's got to love nobody
Madison:
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
Madison and Rachel:
She's got to love nobody
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
Madison:
I wanna roll with him
A hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And, baby, when it's love, if it ain't rough, it isn't fun
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot and show him what I've got
(with Rachel: Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh, I'll get him hot)
Show him what I've got
Can't read my
Rachel:
Can't read my
Madison and Rachel:
No he can't read my poker face
She's got to love nobody
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
She's got to love nobody
Madison (with Rachel):
I won't tell you that (I love you)
Kiss or (hug you)
Cause I'm (bluffin') with my (muffin)
I'm not (lyin')
I'm just (stunnin' with my love-glue-gunnin')
Rachel:
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
Madison:
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand 'cause I am marvelous
I'm marvelous
Rachel:
I'm marvelous
Madison and Rachel:
I'm marvelous
So marvelous
She's got to love nobody
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
She's got to love nobody
"That's amazing!" I grin happily.
"No, you're amazing." Rachel smiles at me.
"No you are. You got everything, Rachel. Talent, kindness, Finn, royalty, and many things. How lucky you are." I smile at her.
"Well, I broke up with Finn." Rachel half-smiled at me.
"Wh-why?" I raise my eyebrows.
"I wanna to get my dream and he also want to get his dream so this the better one. We are focusing to get our dream." Rachel says to me. "I'm applying for NYADA, it's New York Academy or Dramatic Arts. When we had nationals in New York really made me that I dont wanna leave that place so I have to get back there and never comeback." Rachel says to me.
"You plan everything perfectly. What I plan is only what a movie I should watch tonight and when I should bring my pet to pet care." I chuckle.
"You will be like me some day. To be a perfectionist woman." Rachel grins at me.
"Seriously, right now is I'm thinking what I'm gonna do for a date night with Sam tonorrow then homeworks and..."
"Wait, you and Sam are dating?" Rachel asks me.
"Yeah, I was thinking that maybe I have to give Sam a chance and I did. Everyone in our choir room get in pair, Rachel and I dont wanna stuck in the same old love." I said to Rachel.
"Yeah, I know that but just dont give up on your dream." Rachel smiles at me.
"I wont." I shake my head and smile back at her. "Well, we must be late for glee club." I said to Rachel and take my ransel.
"Yeah, we better go." Rachel nodded.
We then walk out from auditorium together. This is confusing me. Finn and Rachel broke up? Ugh not my business. I have Sam with me and Finn is just my best friend. I can act like normal.
Rachel and I enter the choir room as the others already there. I sit down in the middle row next to Sam and Rachel sit down on the front row and Finn sit down on the back row alone. They really broke up.
"Hey, baby." Sam smiles at me and put his hand around my shoulder.
"Hey." I smile back at him.
"Ladies and Gentleman, let’s hear it for Glee Club’s newest member, Blaine Anderson." Mr. Schue and Blaine walks into the choir room.
"Thanks so much, everyone. I’m so thrilled to be here. It’s gonna be a great year, I can feel it. We’re all gonna go to nationals!" Blaine smiles at us.
I smile back at him and applauding. The others just make lukewarm applause and I dont know what's happened here.
"Is there a problem, guys?" Mr. Schue frowns at us.
"I just want Blaine to know that we’re not the Warblers. You know, we’re not into the bells and whistles or the ball-hogging." Finn says.
Blaine sit down on the backseat next to Kurt. "I’m sorry, did I do something wrong?" Blaine asks Finn.
"Well yeah, you set a bonfire in our courtyard." Finn says.
"Actually, doorknob, that was an act of political protest." Santana says to Finn.
"Which leads me to the next order of business." Mr. Schue says to us. "Santana, you need to leave. It was you and the Cheerios who set fire to our piano. How could you do that?" Mr. Schue says to Santana.
"Mr. Schue, Sue made me." Santana says.
"Brittany didn’t do it." Mr. Schue says to Santana.
"Well yeah, I was gonna help, but I dunno, I’m the watersign, so…" Brittany says.
"You’re banned from Glee. Don’t come back unless you can be as loyal to this club as the rest of the people in this room." Mr. Schue glares at Santana and points to the door.
"You know what? I could use a break." Santana stands up from her seat and walk off.
"You know, good for you, Mr. Schue. It’s about time we got some allegiance up in here." Mercedes says.
"I said it before and I will say it again. If we want to win Nationals this year, we need to be united. Rachel, you had an announcement?" Mr. Schue says and points at Rachel.
"Yeah. Umm, after pushing the envelope last year, I strongly believe that we should secure the rights to a, shall we say, less controversial show for our school musical. Wait for it…West Side Story!" Rachel grins at us.
"Is that the one with the cats?" Brittany frowns.
"And it just so happens to have a lead role that showcases my talents and essence perfectly: Maria." Rachel grins.
"For which there will be open auditions, right? Because Mercedes is feeling extremely pretty this year." Mercedes says proudly.
"Kurt, you had something too, right?" Mr. Schue asks Kurt.
"Kurt Hummel is wading into McKinley High’s shark-infested political waters and running for senior class president. I thank you in advance for your votes." Kurt smiles at us.
"Okay. So much excitement. Now, lets rehearse." Mr. Schue says to us.
"Look at what they did to us, Mr. Schue. Just like these purple pianos, they ripped out our guts, threw crap all over us and burned us up." Tina says to us.
"Yeah, we got hit pretty hard. But these pianos are still making music, and so are we." Mr. Schue smiles at us.
"Can I bring one of these purple baby home? I will take care of it, seriously. I already had one but I'm sure my dad wont mind if I get another one." I grin.
"Sure, you can bring one of these babies home, Madison. But, after the Purple Piano Project is done." Mr. Schue smiles at me.
"Thank you so much." I'm clapping happily.
"Now, lets go back to rehearsal." Mr. Schue grins at us.
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"Finn....." I enter Finn's house from the backdoor and bring my laptop. "Ugh hey, Mrs. Hummel." I chuckle as I see Finn's mom is washing the dishes.
"Hey honey, Finn is upstairs." Finn's mom smiles at me.
"Thank you." I smile back at her and walk to the stairs.
I walk to the stairs and get upstairs. I see Kurt is watching tv in the living room upstairs in front of his room.
"Finn! Pizza is coming!" Kurt yelled and smirks at me.
I just chuckle and press the knob of Finn's room and still bringing my laptop and get in as Finn is half-naked.
"Whoa-whoa that's the thing inapropriate to see." I hug my laptop and close my eyes.
"Knock the door before you get in." Finn simply said.
"You never change, Finn." Gabi says from the laptop.
"Wait, your laptop can talk now?" Finn asks.
"I want to open my eyes if you already dressed." I'm still closing my eyes and standing near Finn's bed.
"What if I dont want to?" Finn ask.
"Finn, dont be a slutty woman." I protest.
Finn suddenly takes the laptop from my hand. I open my eyes and he already wear a boxer pants and a tshirt.
"Gabi?!" Finn grins while looking at my laptop.
"Hi! Oh my gosh, you look so big. When last time I know you were shorter than me." Gabi says.
"True." I laugh and sit down on Finn's bed.
I take the football ball and start playing it then lay my body on his bed.
"God, I feel like we all back to Montreal now." Gabi chuckles.
"No, we are in US." I simply said.
"Can you just shut up?" Finn throw a pillow to my face.
"Good night." I simply said and hug that pillow.
"Hey, Dean asked to have reunite in Indianapolis this Saturday. Please come, you guys." Gabi says.
"We'll come. Dont worry." Finn says.
"Yeay! By the way I saw the video of you kissed a jew during Show Choir Championship. And I though you'll only kiss Madison for entire your life but I was wrong." Gabi chuckles from skype.
I just roll my eyes and clear my throat. For tha fact that Finn ever kissed me twice.
"I wont record live when I kiss Madison." Finn simply said.
I throw a pillow at Finn and it landed on his face. "I never want to kiss you!" I simply said.
"Haha you guys are never change." Gabi chuckles. "Alright, I have to go. See you guys this Saturday." Gabi hung up the video call.
"She is become more beautiful." Finn says and close my laptop.
"I cant believe that your type is uncool." I shake my head.
"You jealous?" Finn raises his eyebrows at me.
"Jealous? Hell no. You're my bestfriend and maybe you can date any girl you want." I said without looking at him.
"And what if I wanna date you?" Finn asks me.
I turn my face at him and frown at him. "I'm dating Sam."
"You and him officially dating?" Finn raises his eyebrows at me.
"Yeah, I was thinking that maybe I should give him a chance. I'm sorry what happenes between you and Rachel. She told me you both broke up because you both want to reach your dream." I said to Finn.
"Yeah there is nothing wrong to give someone a chance." Finn simply said and lay his body next to me.
I turn my face at him and raise my eyebrows at him as he looking at ceiling. The way he said that, it's like he hide a disappointment inside him.
"You okay?" I ask Finn.
"I'm fine." Finn turn his face at me.
"You dont. Tell me, what's wrong? You sad because Rachel breaking up with you? I can help you to tell her that you wanna back." I said to Finn.
"No, I'm just sleepy." Finn chuckles.
"Okay, I think I better go." I simply said and about to stand up from his bed.
"No, stay." Finn catches my hand.
I turn around and raise my eyebrows at him. "You want me to see you sleep?" I raise my eyebrows.
"No, sleep with me." Finn giggles.
"Ew disgusting." I roll my eyes and about to walk off.
Finn catches my hand and pull my hand until I fall to his bed and lay on my stomach on top of him. We just looking at each other. My heart beats so fast right now. God, no. I have a boyfriend.
"Can I steal you from Sam for a night?" Finn asks me.
"Finn, what are you talking about?" I frown at him.
"Or steal you from him forever?" Finn raises his eyebrows at me.
"Finn, I-I..."
Finn pull his face closer to me and suddenly he kisses me. I'm shocked. But I cant handle it. His kisses always make me weak and it always feel different than any other kiss.
"See? You want to kiss me." Finn chuckles.
"Not funny." I curl my lips and sit up on his bed. "Good night, naughty boy." I take my laptop and walk out from his room.
I close the door of Finn's room and standing in front of his room. I dont know why but I built a smile on my face and touch my lips.
Kurt turn his face at me and frowns at me. I just giggle and run downstairs. I just hope that he wont realize that I just touched my lips.
I run to get into my house from the back door. I enter my house and then lock the back door. My dad is busy with his work in his office room near the living room.
"Good night, dad. Love you!" I shout and walk upstairs.
"Night, princess. Love you too!" Dad shouts back.
I just walk upstairs and get into my room. My curtain is still full opened. I'm standing near my window and looking at Finn's window.
He just lay his body on his bed and looking at a necklace he hold. Wait, that neclace looks similar with my necklace. I hold my neck and yes my necklace is gone. That's mine! But how could Finn found that? And why he keep starring at that necklace? Did he really meant what he said to me couple minutes ago? I dont know.
Finn's POV
"Good night, naughty boy." Madison take her laptop and walk out from my room.
"Good night, Maddy." I mumbled.
I dont know why I always get a chance to kiss Madison and everytime I kissed her, she always kisses me back and it always feel different than any other kiss that I ever got.
But I'm kinda jealous when she told me that she is officially dating Sam. Not jealous but sad because this thing is too late. No, not too late I have to get my girl back.
I take Madison's necklace and open the pendant and looking at that picture. We were made for each other and we will back for each other.
"That's really beautiful necklace." Kurt walks into my room.
"This is Madison's. Hey, did you were the one who told Rachel everything?" I frown at Kurt.
"No, I didnt. Rachel already knew about that since you defended Madison in front of her ex and you punched him." Kurt says to me.
"I guess everyone can guess that from that moment." I sigh.
"I just wanna ask. What the hell you both did? Madison went out from your room and standing there then smiling like an i***t and touch her lips." Kurt frowns at me.
"I kissed her and she kissed me back. Fair enough." I simply said. "Besides that it's been the third time I kissed her." I chuckle.
"Wait, what? Finn, she has someone else. She is dating with one of your mate." Kurt frowns.
"What am I supposed to do? I love her but she is not mine. This is too late, Kurt. I broke up with Rachel and I found out that she accepted Sam. And what am I supposed to do? Madison is innocent, she might be think that this is just another 'best-friend kiss'." I said to Kurt.
"Innocent and stupid is two different thing, Finn." Kurt simply said and walk off.
I just let out a sigh and turn my face to Madison's window as the lamp in her room is already off. I just dont know what to do right now. One thing I know is get her back into my arms.
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