Chapter 23

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Finn's POV I keep looking at Madison's window. Until I see she turn off her lamp and there is only light from her side table. I cant even sleep at this time. I'm mad with myself. How the hell I can do stupid things like that? How stupid I am? "How the hell you could do this to her?" Kurt walks into my room. "I'm lost, Kurt." I simply said. "You know what? You hurt someone who loves you unconditionally only for your rep?!" Kurt frowns at me. "I bet with Rachel okay!" I yelled. "I bet with Rachel if she won I would to be her vice president. It was a stupid bet I made and I didnt know that Rachel recorded it! I'm really stupid, dude. I know that!" "Finn, you know that Madison loves you unconditionally. She let you do anything you want to do. She never prohibit you or anything. I just cant believe you could do that." Kurt frowns at me. "I want to follow her to get into Pace Unuversity and this is one big chance so I took it besides that in the end, Madison is the one who I'm thinking about." I sigh. "You need to apologize to her and tell her everything. If she doesnt wanna forgive you, that's your fault." Kurt says to me and walk off. I know I'm really stupid. I will talk to Rachel tomorrow. I'd rather to lose my popularity than lose the one that I love and see Madison cries. I turn my face to my window and see Madison is standing there and looking at my window. I sit up from my bed and take my notebook and wrote 'I'm really sorry'. Madison didnt give me any respon. She just walk away and go back turn off her lamp. She really mad at me. I know I hurt her so bad. Finn: This isn't goodbye, Even as I watch you leave, This isn't goodbye I swear I won't cry, Even as tears fill my eyes I swear I won't cry Any other girl, I'd let you walk away Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok Tell me what makes a man Wanna give you all his heart Smile when you're around And cry when you're apart If you know what makes a man Wanna love you the way I do Girl you gotta let me know So I can get over you What makes her so right? Is it the sound of her laugh? That look in her eyes When do you decide? She is the dream that you seek That force in your life When you apologize, No matter who was wrong When you get on your knees, If that would bring her home Tell me what makes a man Wanna give you all his heart Smile when you're around And cry when you're apart If you know what makes a man Wanna love you the way I do Girl you gotta let me know So that I can get over you Other girls will come along They always do But what's the point When all I ever want is you, Tell me Tell me what makes a man Wanna give you all his heart Smile when you're around And cry when you're apart If you know what makes a man Wanna love you the way I do Girl you gotta let me know Girl you gotta let me know So I can get over you I keep looking at my window. If I could make a bridge between my window and her window, I would do that. Only to get her and apologize about what I did. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Madison's POV Today is still the same day. No changes. A day when Rachel walk down in the hallways with Finn and hold his arm and just like this school is theirs. "Get a room, you two! Disgusting." Santana yelled at them. I just pretend like I dont see them. Or maybe I could wish that I can quit New Directions and move to the Troubletones so I dont have to be in the same room with them. I just put my book inside my locker then take another one and put it into my ransel. I have to get through this. I have to live and stay alive. "Hey, Blaine and I are planning to watch movie in Cinema today after school. You wanna join?" Kurt comes to me. "No, I already plan to buy some music cd today. Besides I dont want to disturb your both date okay. So just go and I'm fine." I said to Kurt. "Come on, you can substitute Blaine and I as your boyfriend okay. I'm fine with that." Kurt says to me. "No, Kurt. I need 'Me Time' and I guess I will go out alone today so it will be fun. Just go and having a date with Blaine okay." I smile at Kurt. "Sure then." Kurt nodded and smile at me. "Coach Beiste told me that she is kinda confused with the result of the election so she decided to re-count that with her private team." "Why she do that?" I frown at Kurt. "Because something's wrong with the result. Well, I dont want to point to someone but dont you think that Rachel is cheating?" Kurt frowns at me. "I dont know and I dont want to point at someone. I just wanna leave peacefully right now. No boys, no distraction, and study hard so I can get into Pace University. That's it." I said to Kurt. "You'll back into Finn's arm immediately. I'm pretty sure with that." Kurt grins at me. "What if I didnt?" I chuckle. "Imposibble." Kurt simply said. "By the way, I talked to him last night and he told me that he did that because Rachel forced him." "I dont wanna know. He already make his choice. His rep means everything than his love." I sigh and shut my locker. "Dont be sad." Kurt rubs my sleeve. "I'm not." I smile at him. "Alright what about I'll buy you lunch?" Kurt grins at us. "No, I already have tons of breakfast this morning since the food you gave me last night and I made it heat on microwave then I eat it again." I giggle. "Okay but carry me to have lunch. You will want to eat after you see tots." Kurt grins at me and takes my hand. "Okay...okay." I chuckle. Kurt and I start walking together and turn our way to the cafetaria. After this we'll have glee club and booty camp then I can go out alone. ~~~~~ Glee Club "Alright everyone sectionals is few days away and I dont want to have any more problem or argue in this room and we have to be united." Mr. Schue says to us. "Mike, lead the choreography." Mr. Schue points to Mike. Mike walk to the front and start the choreography. We standing behind him and follow his choreography. The sectionals will be held in our auditorium for the first time since long time ago. "Excuse me, New Directions singing groups." Principal Figgins suddenly walks into the choir room. "Miss Rachel Berry and Mr. Finn Hudson, I need to see you in my office immediately." Principal Figgins says and walk off. Rachel just look nervously. Mr. Schue just shrug until Rachel and Finn went out from the choir room. Kurt and I just take glances at each other. Is it what Kurt said is true? That Rache cheated to win the election? I dont know. "Okay back to rehearsal, guys. Focus!" Mr. Schue says to us. We then back to make our moves with follow the lead by Mike. "Five...six...seven...eight.." Mike says. My mind still wondering why principal Figgins called Finn and Rachel. Is it because the ballots? Or anything else? I dont know but I just hope that Finn wont get trouble. Finn's POV I walk with Rachel until we enter principal Figgins's office and my parents are there also coach Beiste with the ballots on the table. "Is there any problem principal Figgins?" Rachel asks him. "First of all, Mr. Hummel, congratulations on your early exit poll numbers. Things are looking very good indeed for you." Principal Figgins says to Burt. "Thank you, Figgins. Now can you tell me why Carole and I should be here today?" Burt asks. "There seems to have been some irregularities with the student council ballot boxes." Principal Figgins says. "What do you mean by irregularities?" Mom asks. "Rachel won but by 190 votes." Coach Beiste says. "Well, that's great! Right?" Burt says. "Well, the problem is there's more ballots than there are seniors, and Rachel won by a suspiciously wide margin." Coach Beiste says. "Finn, you cheated?" Mom frowns at me. "No, I didnt. I joined to be vice president after the votes counted." I shake my head. "I was confused with the result. Then I recounted again and I found that Rachel and Finn cheated." Coach Beiste says to us. "I swear, I didnt do that!" I frown at them. "Rachel, say something!" "I didnt do that, it must be Madison who did that. She hates me." Rachel protest. "No, I know Madison and Kurt so bad. I was their campaign manager and they didnt do that. It's imposibble. They want to win because they want to make a change in McKinley not just winning." I protest. "Finn, can you just defended me once and stop defending her?" Rachel starts sobbing. "Because an innoncet girl like her wont do something stupid like that! Also Kurt!" I yelled. "Enough!" Burt yelled. "Now tell us the truth." Burt says a bit calm. "I.....did." Rachel's crying. "I-I really want to win and I dont know what to do." "I cant believe you could do that." I shake my head. "I-I made my own ballots and I voted myself so I could win." Rachel's sobbing. "By that, Miss Berry, you'll get suspended for a week and you banned from performing at sectionals." Principal Figgins says to Rachel. "Principal Figgins, please let me perform at sectionals. You can-you can suspended me for one month or long but please let me perform at sectionals." Rachel begged at Principal Figgins. "I'm sorry, I have no choice. This is a rules and you did a mistakes." Principal Figgins says. "Then what about the senior class president?" I ask. "By the rules, Rachel disqualified from the election and the senior class president elected goes to Kurt and Madison. They win 100 votes by real from the election." Coach Beiste says. "So they are officially senior class president and vice president?" Mom asks. "Yes. We will have the inaguration to officiate it tomorrow." Coach Beiste nodded. "Thank you so much, coach, Figgins." Burt smiles at them. "You're welcome, Mr. Hummel." Principal Figgins says. "Great so I can go back to choir room and tell this to Kurt." I simply said and went out from principal Figgins's office. I can believe that it's been twice I got into Rachel's trapped again. How stupid I am. I will never get into her trapped again and I will tell everything to Madison. "Finn! Finn! I'm really sorry." Rachel catched my hand. "No, stay away from me! I'm done with you." I shake my head and push her hand away. "Finn, I'm really sorry." Rachel's sobbing. "What's your angle to did that? What's your point huh?" I frown at her. "I regretted it when I have to let you go. I miss you and I want you back into my life. I'm jealous with you and Madison. I did this so I can get you back to my life. I'm really sorry, Finn. Please please dont leave me." Rachel shakes her head. "No, I dont wanna get into your trap again. You disappointed me. You made me left someone I love twice and how stupid I could do that. I'm done with you, Rachel. Just stay away from me. I dont wanna hurt Madison anymore." I said to Rachel and walk away. This is make me have no feeling left for Rachel. I love Madison and I wont left her for any other reason. I hurt her many times and I wont hurt her anymore. This is the last time. I promise that. Madison's POV "I. Hate. My. Life." Puck keep mumbling as he follow the beat and move his body. "Can. You. Shut. Up?" I roll my eyes and make my move. "I cant concentrate." I sigh. "Easy, Richie Colls, I'm just trying to remember my moves." Puck says to me. "Okay everybody take five." Mike says to us and stop the music. I sit down on the ground and take my water bottle and clear my sweat with my face towel. Suddenly Finn walks into the choir room alone and half-smiled at us. "Sorry, guys. There was a stuff to do." Finn says to us. "Where is Rachel?" Artie asks. "I dont know. Doing her stuff maybe." Finn simply said and shrug. I turn my face at Kurt and frown at him. Kurt just shrugs and raises his eyebrows. I dont know what just happened. "Okay everyone, back to rehearsal." Mr. Schue says to us. I go back to standing from my seat. Finn suddenly catches my hand and standing next to me. "Maddy, I..." "Not now." I simply said and push his hand away slowly then move my place and standing next to Tina. Away from Finn. "Five...six...seven...eight." Mike says and start the choreography. "R-rachel?" Mr. Schue turn his face as he see Rachel walks in. I turn my face and I see Rachel walks in with tears filled eyes. She fighted with Finn or something else? "Principal Figgins found out that I-I rigged the ballots for senior class president so Kurt wont win. I'm-I'm sorry, Kurt you are the real winner. They want you." Rachel's sobbing. "How could you do that?" Kurt frowns. "I'm really sorry okay. I'm really sorry. He said that I got suspended for one week and he banned me to performing at sectionals. I'm really sorry guys." Rachel's crying. "Grow up, Rachel. You're not a kid anymore." Mr. Schue frowns at Rachel. "Excuse me, Will." Coach Beiste standing near the door. "Yes, coach?" Mr. Schue asks. "Umm just want to tell Mr. Kurt Hummel and Miss Madison Collins that tomorrow is your inaguration day to officiate your job for next one year." Coach Beiste smiles at us. "Wait, so we-we become Senior Class President and Vice President?" Kurt asks. "Yep. Congratulations guys. I'll see you tomorrow and be prepared for that." Coach Beiste grins at us then walk off. "Wow congratulations, guys! They want you! McKinley want you guys." Mr. Schue grins at us. "We won! We won!" Kurt grins at me and hug me. "Yeah we won!" I giggle and hug him back. "I'm sorry, guys." Rachel says sadly to us then walk off. "We should celebrate it!" Blaine says excitedly. I just turn my face to the door and see Rachel walk away. I dont know what is the aim she did this. I feel pity for her but what she did is a kind of crime. The other are cheering happily for Kurt and I and they congrats me. I just still dont wanna talk to Finn. He disappointed me and I couldnt believe that. ~~~~~~~~~~~ "Why do you call yourself as music store if you dont have The Band Perry's cd?" I mumbled and looking at the cd rack. "I know, this is a not good cd store after all right." A guy with Dalton Academy Warbler's blazer standing in front of the rack and looking at the cd. "Yeah I just want to listen to country music but they doesnt have to." I said and take Billy Joel's cd and walk to the big cd basket. "I have that one in my home and I never listen to it anymore." That guy smirks at me. "It's for my dad actually. He loves Billy Joel so much." I chuckle. "Oh. Sebastian Smythe from Dalton Academy." He shows me his hand and smiles at me. "Madison Collins from William McKinley High School." I shake his hand and smile back at him. "Oh I saw your musical drama. Blaine bought the tickets for The Warblers and we came." He says to me. "Oh-oh thank you. I'd be an honor. So you-you are The Warblers? Congratulations with your sectionals." I said to him. "Well, thank you. Your sectionals is coming over this weekend right? Good luck with that." He smiles at me. "Thank you so much." I smile back at him. "And dont worry, I'm straight. I'm not gay like Blaine." He chuckles. "And actually I didnt ask about that. So..." I chuckle. "What about sit down there and I'll buy coffee?" "Sounds nice. Sure." I nodded. "Okay." Sebastian just nodded and walk lead me. I keep holding that cd and walk follow him to the corner. I just sit down on my seat while he order coffee. He seems nice. "There you go." He walks to our table and bring two cup of cappuccino. "Seems little bit hot. But that's okay." "Thank you." I smile at him and move the cup to my side. "So what are you doing here actually? Looking for regionals setlist?" I ask him. "No, I'm just looking for buy some cds to complete my collection. And what about you?" He asks me. "Looking for this cd since my dad loves him and tomorrow is his birthday so I want to give this to him and having some kind of me time, I guess." I chuckle. "Ah I see. Well, me too." He chuckles. "You will come to see the sectionals this weekend? It will be held in McKinley." I giggle. "Yeah sure. Blaine asked me and you asked me so yeah we will come." He nodded. "Cool." I giggle. "Well, I wanna pay my cd, you want too?" Sebastian stand up from his seat and take his cd. "Oh, wait, I'm looking for some cash." I said to him and looking for some cash in my bag. "Just save that. I'll pay it for you. Just consider as special gift for your dad." He smiles at me and take my cd. "You dont need to." I shake my head. "Be right back." He grins at me and walk to the cashier to pay the cds. I just sit down and drink my cappuccino. That Sebastian guy is kinda cute and nice one I guess. Wait, what the hell I'm talking about? This music store and lounge play a song that I love. It's really really a good 'me time'. I can forget everything that happened these days and refresh up my mind. "What are you smiling at?" Sebastian chuckles and give a paperbag to me. "Thank you." I chuckle. "I just love this song." I giggle. "How old are you huh? Haha." Sebastian sit down in front of me and chuckles. "I feel like I'm 80th now." I laugh. "You're funny." Sebastian chuckles. "Thank you." I chuckle. Sebastian just chuckle then walk to the information center. I just frown then turn my face at him. He just grins at me then talk something to staff and after that walk back to our table. "Sing this song with me." Sebastian grins at me and take my hand. "No." I shake my head. "Come on." Sebastian says to me and nodded to information center table. The music start begin. I chuckle and shake my head. Sebastian just grins at me and pull me up to stand up. I stand up and enjoy the song and singing with him. Madison: What do you get when you fall in love? A guy with a pin to burst your bubble That's what you get for all your trouble I'll, I'll never fall in love again I'll never fall in love again Sebastian: What do you do when you kiss a girl? You get enough germs to catch pneumonia After you do, she'll never phone ya I'll never fall in love again Don't you know that I'll never fall in love again Dont' tell me what's it all about 'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out Sebastian with Madison: Out of those chains, those chains that bind you That is why I'm here to remind you Madison: What do you get when you fall in love? You only get a life of pain and sorrow So for at least until tomorrow I'll, I'll never fall in love again Madison and Sebastian: No, no, I'll never fall in love again Madison: Oh Madison and Sebastian: I'm out of those chains, those chains that bind you That is why I'm here to remind you What do you get when you fall in love? You only get lies and pain and sorrow So for at least until tomorrow I'll, I'll never fall in love again Don't you know that I'll, I'll never fall in love again I'll never fall in love again We ended up our song with smiling shyly at each other. Until all the people in this music store applauding and smiling for us. This is such a embarassed moment. "We should get out of here before they pay us to sing here everynight." I giggle. "That's good I think." Sebastian chuckle and take his bag. "Yeah right." I nodded and take my ransel also my paperbag. We then went out from this music store. It's such a cool evening time with myself. It's not bad at all to be alone. I turn my way to my car and unlock my car. "Hey, can I ask for your number?" Sebastian smiles at me and shows me his phone. "Yeah sure." I take his phone and types my number then give it back to him. "Such a great evening. Thank you for this and see you." I wave him a goodbye and get into my car. "Yeah see you!" Sebastian waves me a goodbye and walk to his car. What a good evening. ~~~~ Finn's POV "Kurt, the door bell rings!" I shout. "Go downstairs and open the door, lazy boy!" Kurt shouts back. "I'm doing something. If I were you, I would go downstairs because it might be Madison." Kurt shouts. Yeah he might be right. It might be Madison who wanna come here to meet Kurt. If I the one who open the door, she might be wanna talk to me. Such a great idea. "Coming!" I shout as the door bell is still ringing. I make a little run to downstairs and get to the door. I unlock the door then open the door until I see Rachel is smiling at me. My face changed. I was about to close the door but Rachel stops me. "Finn, please listen to me this time." Rachel stops me. "I dont wanna talk to you anymore!" I shake my head. "Finn, please. I'm really sorry. I love you okay and I regret it when I have to let you go. Just please you're my dream and I want to be with you." Rachel begged. "No, I dont have any feeling for you anymore. I shouldnt getting back together with you that day or sang that song because that song made for Madison not you..." "Finn, I'm jealous everytime you defended her. You defended her with all of your heart so much different with me." Rachel's crying. "Because I love her with all of my heart. I'm sorry, Rachel." I said to her and about to close the door. "Finn, please forgive me. I'll do anything to make you forgive me and back to my life." Rachel suddenly hug me. I didnt say anything or didnt hug her back. I just turn my face until I see Madison went out from her car and looking at us when Rachel still hugging me. Madison standing near her car for a while until she just half-smiled at me and get into her house. I push Rachel's body away slowly to make her stop hugging me. "I want you to apologize to Madison because you made me left her." I simply said. "You'll back to me after that right?" Rachel asks me. "No. I dont love you anymore, Rachel. Just listen to that! You hurt Madison twice. And I want you to apologize to her because you have to. You're too selfish. I'm sorry. I think you better go." I said to Rachel and close my door and lock it. "Finn! Please!" Rachel knocking the door. I'm already too disappointed with Rachel. How the hell she lied to me and did that? It's not only hurt me but hurt Madison the most. I walk away from my door then walk to my room. I enter my room and turn my face to my window. Madison is sitting down near her window until she turn her face at me and close the curtain. I walk to my bathroom and turn off the shower. "Damn it!" It's really hurt me. Madison really mad at me and she still mad at me especially she might be think that I was really getting back together with Rachel. How stupid I am!
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