Jaxon
I asked her to come home with me. It just slipped out of my mouth like slime. I was thinking of wanting to, but I wasn’t set on verbalizing it. I guess it goes to show how badly I wanted to spend time with her and now she’s just gaping at me. Blank - that’s what her look says and it’s only now that I’m realizing that my offer might’ve been offensive. f**k! I mentally strangled myself because no matter how anyone analyzes things, it still sounded like I’m asking her to spend time in my bed. It’s really not the case, I told her that just now, but I won’t lie that the thought never crossed my mind. I’m a guy, I tend to be a perv, I’m not even trying to hide it at times, but seriously, I wasn’t really planning on it. I want her, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to f**k this up like that.
