Riley
I landed in New York with a heavy heart two weeks ago and there's no one to blame but myself. I screwed up big time. My fear of the unknown and the unconventional has gotten the best of me, so now I don't think Jaxon would ever want to be near me again. I should celebrate because this means I don't have to constantly lie to my mom or to other people about my relationship with him, but then again, who am I kidding? If I'm being totally honest here, I thought Chase was the love of my life, but when Jaxon came, everything changed. Everything was so different with him. I've never felt so considered and well taken care of by anyone and Jaxon did those to me. He respected me and made me feel his equal, you know? So yes, Jaxon is without a doubt the love of my life. Don't get me wrong thou
