Zevara's POV At this juncture, I really don't understand what the hell is happening to me anymore. At this point it's absolutely safe to say I need help. I'm mentally, emotionally and sexually unstable. This place is eating me up for real. My mouth was still parted in shock, trying to catch up with what had just happened. One minute I was getting the door and the next minute, I'm being fingered by my best friend with my juice glistening all over the place. Nina moved around like nothing happened. Like this was just something she did. Like touching your best friend like that was normal. Maybe she’s a lesbian. Or bisexual. I didn’t stop her. Maybe part of me even wanted it. But now that it’s over, I feel hollow... ashamed. Like I’ve crossed a line I can’t uncross. How did it even happe

