My day started off like any other normal day for me would. I woke up three am, stood at the balcony staring into space till it was six am, then I went to the bathroom and spent a ridiculous amount of time in the bathroom going through everything that happened the previous night in my head. Eve came over and we spoke about a lot of stuff but the only part of conversation that lingered was the one about Cullen. I gave my scalp a good scrub like I was scrubbing the thoughts from my head. I couldn’t count how many times I sighed as I got ready for work…I wasn’t feeling up to it but I also didn’t want to sit at home alone, left with my thoughts, in my opinion that is way worse than the stress the office I wanted to avoid. “f**k…” I muttered. I knew my life was boring before but at that mo

