You ruined a lot for me, more than I realized before I met someone new
Every time he pulls me close and professes his love for me, all I can see is you, standing in front of me
The words dripping from your lips as your gaze held mine, your arms wrapped around my waist
You ruined, I miss you
He calls me every night, ending the call with an I miss you, and the words instantly transport me back to you wrapped in my arms, holding each other after far too long of not seeing each other
I hear your voice on the other end of the phone, your voice shaking as tears fell down our cheeks as we blow kisses through the camera, waiting for the day we no longer have to say I miss you
You ruined any physical contact
His hands explore my body, he memorizes every inch of soft pale skin, and all I can see is you kissing me, your perpetually dry lips gliding against my waxy chapstick, my pale, fragile hand in your strong, tan one, your head on my chest as my fingers run down your back tracing shapes along the curve of your spine
Can't you see?
You've ruined it
You've ruined me