I quickly inform the driver that I needed to discuss with him about college affairs and after much persuasion he agreed.
"who are they. " I noticed tae curious expression.
"Reason why am going to explain things to you." we entered the coffee shop, and only few persons are inside, and one of the body guard stood a little bit further behind me.
"So what's up. "
"You know Mrs quin right? "
"yes I've seen her a few times. "
"okay, i got married to his son not too long ago, and that is why I moved to S city. "
"what. " I noticed his bewildered look and how his face changed from many expression and finally landed to a disappointed one.
"wow, I didn't expect this at all, like I never expected this at all." he paused before continuing.
"would you like to know what keeps me moving this pass few years? and yes it was the thought of coming back for you after we've both graduated, do you know why I didn't give up halfway and just focus on inheriting my father business... it was the passion you have on fashion, I wanted us to be the perfect pair." I look at him in shock.
"I wasn't worried because I know you've never Been interested in boys in our school, and you know why I didn't pursue you, you mentioned several times that men is so out of your mind and only after you've accomplished your dream only then will you be ready to settle down."
" I was so scared of telling you how much I love you, and Jun I never lost your contact I just changed my line so that I would not lose my mind, my dad threatened me that If I leave s city he will harm you, I never wanted any of this, and now you are telling me that you are married. "
"Jun I don't know how I feel, I've never felt this kind of heartache before. " he reached out to try to hold my hands, but was immediately stopped by one of the guards.
"let him go, your duty is to protect me, and he doesn't posses any harm so let him go. " the guard let him go but stood closely behind him.
"tae, am sorry about all these, though I don't owe you any explanation because I've always took you as a friend, but keeping all these a secret all these years, one can only blame yourself not me, and even though I was very skeptical about not marrying anytime soon, it would have been better to confess your feelings, and even if I rejected you, won't it be better than having all these hope and they ended up mounting to nothing? and one thing you should know, this marriage is not something I was expecting never in my wildest dream did I expect to get married so suddenly, like I didn't even have the chance to inform my dad and my friends to tell you I wasn't expecting it at all, so please I've already taken you as a friend and someone I can count on, and beside you are the only one I know here, so can we please stay friends." I finished looking at him pleadingly.
"Jun, you don't understand, I don't know if you've ever loved someone before, and yes we can stay friends, I can only blame myself for thinking the most beautiful and kind hearted girl I've ever seen won't be taken the moment I wasn't watching, like he must be the one of the luckiest man on earth for having a girl like you. " he sighed.
" I'm sorry for confessing so abruptly, please I hope this don't affect our relationship."
"of course not. "
"okay then I'll be on my way, see you tomorrow."
After he left, I sat for a few minutes before getting up and also leaving.
......
I don't know if I can be true to Jun and just stay friends, am not a bad person and I will never be a bad person.
but imagine your world revolving around something, holding it dear to your heart and one day you just found out that it has been taking away from you.
That kind of pain is what am feeling right now, from the very day I saw her, I've always know I'll never love a girl apart from her.
I can only blame myself and my father for these, if maybe I did confess to her maybe she might have accepted me maybe not immediately but later on.
but do I really just accept defect, it's not like she's married with kids, should I continue to wait for her?
I immediately dialled one of my sub- ordinate number.
" I want you to investigate Ming Jun, I want you to find out who she's married to."
"okay boss. "
looking at the car that drove her and she having two bodyguards, one can tell he's not a ordinary person.
but I never heard her mention Mrs quin coming from a powerful background.
......
A few minutes later, I received a call from my subordinate saying he didn't find out anything about who she was married to.
and this only mean that whoever she got married to has blocked every source about their marriage.
I'll have to look for a way to ask her, I just want to know who was lucky enough to marry her.
........
when I arrive home aunt park was already waiting for me, and on top of the table was some delicious porridge and many nutritious food.
"young madam, welcome."
"aunt, why so many nourishing body food. "
"madam quin, insist I made you nutritious food."
"why. " I said smiling.
"she said in case you got pregnant and didn't noticed." she said smiling.
I laughed.
"why will mom think that, who gets pregnant and doesn't notice. "